Happy being the ME vertion of me, it got quite easy dealing with things & every second felt amazingly beautiful : )

Yep... It's just fewer people are able to realise this fact and go on with it which is why most of them are entangled in the social stigma of societal perceptions.

A reality that can be evaded but not escaped :(

True!!...why to change for the world and mould according to their perspectives? It's your life with your wills and rules

Self Love

Fed up of family problems😣

Family

The place I work, we have seriously have a very good team and along with executives, supervisors, seniors and everyone! But Everyone talks to me Nicely and Help me Understanding better! But there are 2 arrogant Bartenders, who has a lot of attitude in them! even if I do some mistake they talk very rudely and after I turn my back and leave saying sorry! They give bad words, and spread my mistakes and tries to make my image down and break my good bond with everyone! What to do if Such People I really don't understand! I tried to friendship with them knowing they are doing all this to me still they accepted the frendship bond and still doing the same thing! irritated!😖😖😞

Work

Day 63 of writing journal entries.

I caught the stomach flu today, I was puking A LOT, and I was super weak all day but it seems to be getting better. I’ll probably be a little woozy tomorrow but I should be mostly healthy. Man it sucked though. The good thing is I’m feeling better much better.

I slept literally all day today because my body literally would not let me do anything, so it was kind of boring. Obviously being sick wasn’t fun but it was not overall that bad of a day.

Personal Growth

Being a girl in her teens
I used to wonder, what it feels like, 
Reading those stories tracing each line and watching movies with the site of fantasies
With Queens and their charming Knight's chivalries. 
I used to wonder what it feels like to be that queen
In that world of dream
Who's enough on her own yet becomes defenseless without sensing any harm
 in her man's arms 
Until one day I found myself waking up
 in that land of dream, that is still unreal to perceive. 
It's nothing like those movies with fantasies but a scene that can only be seen when swallowed enough oxytocin. 

So this is what it feels like
To paint the sky pink and orange from the pale blue white
To immerse deep 
Into the warm blue waves grazing onto the skin 
Where each stroke
Seems to Drift the soul
To a place of unknown
But still it feels as if, it will all just be fine
The world turns greener and serene
Even within the darkness and chaos 
It's brighter than ever like a fairytale coming to light
Every noise shuts off like there's an angel ascended this gray land
For it to become chromatic and calm
To be able to hear the cheerful music of nature's dance
An angel with a bubbly smile
So this is what it feels like
To fall in love. 
I love you my sunshine❤️

Love

I am completing an internship in high school with an architecture firm. My grandpa used to work there and was able to get me an internship there. I feel really terrible because they gave me a supposedly fun assignment to correct or further design a floor plan to 5 apartments (2 pairs of which are similar). I am taking freaking ages. It's been two days, and I think even the head guy is taking pity on me. He told me I don't need to constantly work on it, and that I can do another assignment if I want. I feel really terrible I am taking so long to do something so simple. People say that I don't need to worry about this, because only professionals really do this, but its such a simple assignment. Like all I'm doing is literally drawing boxes. I feel really terrible. Even asked my grandpa if it takes this long, and he said it takes time, obviously avoiding the question to not make me feel bad. I kind of just want to sleep and cry.

Anxiety

Have anyone seen Ghost!

3am Thoughts

My life singing 🎸

Hey! I'm a student in DU and is doing economics honors there. I love economics. I loved it since school because my school teacher made this subject fun for me and just because of him I wanted to learn more about economics. But in college everything comes to recession. Boring teachers bore lectures. And I lost interest in studying now. Somehow completed my first year and due to corona there was no exams for this semester. And I love doing photography I do have a page on instagram. I want to travel. I want to explore. I want to do photography. And now as our online classes are started it became worse. I literally don't understand a thing what they are teaching. Got a teacher from previous semester which I don't like because she herself is confused. And got a new teacher for another subject and he's like you have learnt this previous na and he's too fast while explaining. There is no eager left in me to study. Sometimes I think that I should haven't opted for this course. Have I made a mistake? And because they're taking so many classes a day I don't get time to click pictures and I feel bad about it. Haven't posted a new picture since a week. These classes are a burden for me. I need motivation to study. Anyone reading this please help and thank you for reading my mess :)

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