happppppy mrng 🥳🥳
n its gonna be a good day...ni bhi hua toh bhi we gonna stay positive.
shu away negative energy


Happy

my ex best friend is currently having corona and I really hope she’s fine . I haven’t talked to her like we used to since corona lockdown 2020 due to personal reasons but I really want her to be ok and I don’t know how to talk to her can anyone help please 

Friends

I want to sleep..someone please drop some good music☺️

Music

Whenever something bad happens in my life I just take a deep breath and face reality.

3am Thoughts

My life sucks.... and I need yo get the hell outta this place.

It's crazy how having a little bit of faith in someone can make them do great things. Just letting someone know that you believe in their capabilities to achieve something gives them just the right amount of boost they need to get it done or get through it. Feels nice reading it? It'll feel even better when you tell someone close to you that you do have faith in them and you actually watch them grow. Now hold on to that thought. It does feel good to watch your loved one grow... So why not have that faith in yourself and watch yourself grow too? 
Hope you are able to get over or achieve whatever you want... Because someone has faith in you... And you should have it too.🌼💕

Motivation

Our country has our own language and people speak it with English. Some people speak English only, some don't, and many uses both. And I'm in a poor area of a somewhat "advancing" city. Through lockdown, I never spoke to anyone and mainly interacts with English contents online. I'm one with those people who's got both our country's langauge and English language as my first languages. So I think in English— the voice in my head speaks in English. Obviously, I'm not that bright and my vocabulary is still lacking tons. My English vocabulary is better than the other, though! Through lockdown, not only I think in English, but I seem to be very very very uncomfortable speaking our local language now. I don't even know how to construct a proper sentence anymore. I, of course, do my very best to speak it. But it's all in vain. It's so awkward for people who initiate conversations with me. It seems like I'm ignoring them because I don't speak. I can't, rather. I can't just blurt out English, too. In my area, it's uncommon to use English in a daily basis unless in schools and workplaces. People would think you're looking down on them and that you think too highly of yourself. They'd definitely think it's odd and rude. I can't even do it in front of my relatives because they had always seen me as the dumb kid. If I speak English so suddenly, they'd thinki I'm some genius or something. Which is not true. It's kind of the same as "Oh you have an iPhone, are yOu RiCh?" I'm simply speaking the same way everyone does. Well, it's true that I have a genius in me (ho ho ho 🤥). I act dumber than I am because I don't want to be treated "special". I'm having enough at school. And believe me, no one wants that shite. I'm literally just the same as everyone else. Basically, I fake my brains to avoid attention 😑. I WANT TO SPEAK. But I don't want to relearn our local language. People misuse it anyway. No one speaks the proper way anymore that it sort of made me lose interest and at some point, detest this language. What I want is to be able to speak in my comfort language without being judged. That's why I'm changing countries! Someday, surely. — That. Or I work my heels off to the centre of this city. Where it's normal to speak English on a daily basis. Where the damned riches reside. Ah.. I'll just change countries afterall..



Discrimination

Text me please 

Acquaintance

really use some help on this please. I have an insane amount of anxiety with school and work and family but when it comes to anything sexual it gets so much worse. I can’t do anything sexual without my anxiety spiking and me feeling horrible. For example today I had an sexual encounter. It was sex I guess, I wore a condom no rips no tears. And when I penetrated I got a huge wave of anxiety and depression. It really made me feel horrible about myself. So I decided to try again and I felt even worse. So I decided to stop and get dress and I felt bad for the girl as it was not her fault. I have so much anxiety about myself and all this bad thoughts abt me and I don’t know why but I always overthink if the girl could be pregnant. I’m not sure why I think that, but it’s just a horrible feeling. I’m getting older and in college I have trouble talking to girls due to that anxiety and scared that I would do the same with anyone. If anyone has any advice it would help out a lot. And sorry if all this sounds dumb or stupid but I’m getting tired of this certain anxiety.

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