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3am Thoughts

I've always wondered why I want to travel so bad and never come back, now that I'm asking myself why; I've finally found the answer. I want to live where people don't know me, I want to go as far as possible from my past, my trauma and my family, I want to start a new life where I'm the one who narrate it and not other people, I want to be me, to create a new me, a happy me, the one that can show and share the kindness that I have inside of me, the one that someone can actually love. You see the thing is that when you talk to strangers that doesn't know your life nor where you really come from it's actually the beginning of the life that you wanted, the one where you can narrate your own story with your own words since they don't know you. I don't want to end the chapter, I want to close the book.

Dreams

It's the free time that fuckks us up ! The more free time we get the more we thinking about the person on the other side of the relationship . We want to connect talk hangout etc. It's important to do these things but with consideration of the time for the other person too!! So be considerate of this thing and make your life better in many ways ❤️ 
#Mondayblues 

Is it normal to have crush on (moving on purpose) after a sudden breakup?

I literally have 0 friends and every time I try to make friends they just ditch me at some point when I get attached 
Life is easier with good company and that is true
I try so much to find the right people but everyone just fucks up my mental peace 
I had a childhood friend of 15 years who just randomly started preferring other people over me and when I confronted her she left me alone and I went through a terrible friendship breakup 
I have lost all my close friends because I was attached to them and they just kept me like an option till they found someone better
I have worked so hard on myself and to improve myself and still people become toxic and leave me alone when I am the most vulnerable.
I have 0 social life and literally no one cares for me and it hurts a lot. I can be alone but I just can’t deal with the fact that all my friends have left me alone at a point where I feel like dying


Friends

I will join my first job from coming monday.
Any tips ?? Really nervous 😅

I failed my younger version....... She was very naive wanted nothing but love and friends to share laughter, joy and sorrows she was a chatterbox and quite bubbly personality but when things started to change she kept her faith in me and prayed but you know what I couldn't give her all that she's unbearably quite now.....shy and empty she's lost that spark and her hope died because I got betrayed in the name of friendship and love it was my stupidity that made fool out of my goodness I want to blame everyone but I can't because I know it's all my mistake I couldn't even look at myself without feeling pain I can still bear it but when I think about my younger version I feel so bad okay if I am stupid but she was really a good kid she wanted  nothing but happiness for me and I am anything but happy I am just existing sometimes I lie to her and tell her it's because you're destined to become the greatest but I know it's a lie it's nothing but a pathetic shitty life but do I have any grudge against those lessons... No but it doesn't mean I am healed from all the wounds it's painful so so much that i can't even cry it's all dark cold and empty

I started university this year and have a friend trio (including me) 2 of them are so close. they stay up late together go into each others rooms (3 of us live in the same dorm) they text call each other there's never a message from them on my phone unless it's to ask something. I don't like either of them very much but I'm feeling really lonely. I'm in a new city my only other friend is at another city. I always had friend problems all my life I'm so tired of being the 2. option. I don't want to be a backup friend. I want a best friend so bad. am I really a boring person that I'm no ones first option? probably. should I've got used to being alone by now? I don't know. one of them called me to ask something and I could hear the others voice at back laughing. I don't have anyone. not my family not a lover not a friend. how long will it keep going

College

The thought of her being with someone else makes my heart physically ache. 🥺

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