Half of your problems will solve if you are busy and have money! 

And thus I said half of your problems... 

Thats what m saying na aadhi bhi problems solve nahi hogi jo problems i have it has nothing to do with money 

Because you have money... There are problems you don't have... Like what all problems you have are just half of what others have dealing with financial problems... 

I don't think everything revloves around money i don't have problems with the financial life i have

3am Thoughts

Was I too soft or was the world too hard?

I wanna watch movie with someone...anyone free?

Unemployment

How do I stop loving my toxic ex-boyfriend? 

Cheating

You can ping me to talk about anything❤

Acquaintance

Every relationship I’ve had has been about me becoming a therapist for them; each time I think things are better, but eventually the relationship devolves back into the same dynamic. I fear the same is happening with my current partner.

I’ve changed a lot since my first relationship, and gotten more and more independent since then. Consequently, I no longer tend to feel ‘sad’ or ‘talk about my problems’, but my partners always have a lot on their mind. This results in a dynamic where I always comfort my partner instead of it going both ways.

Im not sure how to help someone who ‘can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel’, and I want a genuine relationship, not a therapy session. Im simply not sure where to go from here. The repetitiveness of my partner’s concerns has also caused me to lose investment in them too. Unfortunately I don’t think I care as much as I used to.

Relationships

Today you basically called me a piece of shit. But I don't care you can continue to think whatever you want about me. Do you ever think back to the tactics you used to put fear in me to obey you. Words, but what I'm thinking about was when you chocked me. Chocked me, I'd never put my hands on my child. I don't remember what I did but I can guarantee it was never that serious. You'd look me up and down as if I was a person in the street. You said stuff even called me a user, when you knew that was a tough spot because my other parent called me that. I mean I'd be your damn therapist thats how compassionate I was, and you said people would use stuff against but you do the same to your daughter. Any and everything for authority. Love to act like we're a happy family when we're out though. You act like you know your kids so well. Saying honor thy mother and father and your days will be prolonged. When you don't even know I tried to unalive myself just this morning, so obviously I want my days to come to an end. Trying to tell me about karma and how he gives love, when I give out love first. So your saying I don't love you? Your saying I don't love anything? But I guess this is my karma, it's making feel lonely but you get more done that way. I might rock with this.

Other

I don't understand one thing which happened this Sunday.
I had my first PTM on Sunday and I will be giving entrance exam next year. My chem sir told that I'm a good student but I always look absent in class( not physically but mentally). My mom asked what I can do to not look so he told " To go and meet doctor".
I mean yeah I do sometimes go blank or go daydreaming during lecture and I kinda have anxiety too but I never thought this was this serious to go and meet a doctor.
And now I don't even know what is happening to me and inside my brain and what am I supposed to do.

I think I'm falling in love. But still~~ I'm afraid:(

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