Haha...wanted to showoff this writing of mine😅😂

Your warm hugs
Your mature talks
Your kindness
Your support
Even if it takes thousands years 
I can wait for you,I will 

Your Love
Your warm breath
Your care
Even if it takes thousand years
I can wait for you,I will 

My love towards you
My feelings for you 
Would never go off
You are my everything
Even if it takes thousand years
I can wait for you and I will


3am Thoughts

Hey, Is there anyone here???

i hate it here..
i just wanna go to how things used to be
.i cant take all this hate anymore...
i dont what to do... 


Why so many gifs it's irritating 🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥

she's an amicable,
graceful soul
who enjoys
collecting things
that make her happy,
like art,
like poetry.



Does the physical appearance of people really have a great impact on the relationships they have? 

Relationships

Feels as if the walls are crowding in. Stuck with a constant inferiority complex. “Do they like them better than they like me? “ Always runs in my head. 

Why is the world so selfish? We do and do and do things for people and all they do in return is behave selfish af. 

On another side note, the period pain is hard to bear. On top of that getting ready and going to class is hard work and in the end the door is closed by the time I reach. I was only 5 mins late. This sucks man. 

I just wanted to study in a proper university but see where I am? I’m in a fucked up college which is literally worse than school. 
Why is that in stuck in here in a place full of chaos and so many rules when I know I thrive better in an environment that lets me be? Is this fate or just a punishment for being human? 
I don’t know man. Life isn’t really great anymore. 

Anger Issues

Just a heads up about my condition. It keeps getting worse. I don’t know how long I can hold it in now. The storm that’s taking place inside of me is a brutal one and I don’t know how to get out of the clutches of this storm. It somehow feels like my heart is bleeding even though it isn’t, I know. Probably the worst I’ve felt till now. I just want to escape from here. I want to escape this reality of mine where I’m being tormented so much. I don’t want to live in a world like this where I feel this way. It somehow feels like it’s better to die at this point. I just can’t. I’m just so messed up right now even to say a word. I know that I’m broken inside. But no one here would understand me even one bit. I thought that I could take help from my roommates, but lately one of my roommates is turning out to be more of an asshole to me and yesterday I even yelled a bit at him. I know I shouldn’t have done that, but I thought these were people that I needed to trust the most, after all I’m living with them. But I can’t. I just can’t. I can’t handle anything that’s going on in my life. I don’t even have the mind to study now. By each passing day I’m cursing myself and my fate to end up in this profession. I don’t understand it a bit. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do or what I’m going to do. I don’t know where my life is going. I don’t have my life in my grips now. I don’t know whom I should cry out for help because honestly I just don’t know who would help me with these feelings. I’ve always made the worst decisions. I’m realizing that whilst I write. I just hate myself for being here. I don’t know how I am going to spend 6 more days here without having any more suicidal thoughts. Yes, you heard it right. This place makes me want to die. The want to die is tempting here. I just don’t know. I guess I haven’t told you but yeah I won’t go out in lame way. If I do go ahead and do it, it would always be jumping off a building. At least it would be over in a flash. Without any suffering, I’ll be gone. I just don’t know who or what I am anymore. Take this as a cry out for help, if you may. But I don’t know what this really is. I just wanted to let you know that I’m feeling all these emotions and am clueless where I should go with these emotions. The next 6 days are going to be difficult for me to survive. And this is by far the most I’ve been tempted to end this shitshow of a life once and for all. I just don’t know how to deal with things. I’m a clueless being. I don’t have anything good about me. I’m just a fucking loser and always will be. I could never make my parents feel proud of me. I could never express how much someone meant to me at the right time. I couldn’t achieve what I wanted to. And most of all, I somehow manage to always hurt people in some way or the other. A person like me doesn’t deserve a place here on this planet. I should have been long gone. I don’t know what to do. I just try to be a good person but always end up being the bad one. I have this rage inside of me that could explode any minute if I don’t take care of it. But on the other hand it feels like the day I made some choices, my reason to live was long gone. I just don’t have the guts to face another failure or setback. I’ve lost all hope that I had. I lost all the positiveness I had inside of me. The person that I am is just a hollow shell of a person who has constant sad thoughts and wants to just die. I don’t know what my purpose is anymore. Earlier I had it clear in my mind what I had to do, but now I don’t. Why can’t I catch a break? Why? Just why? Don’t I deserve happiness ever? What wrong did I do to be born in this place? Why does everyone expect so much of me? I’m a human. Why am I not treated like that? WHY??

Depression

I am in a bad situation right now, career and personal life both are messed up. I hope I get out of this situation soon

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