Had a long and productive day after so so sooooo long. Just want to get in bed and sleep. 

Celebration

anybody get anxiety while sleeping? its wierd. i sleep fine but i wake up all anxious, heart racing etc

Mental Health

im tired of hanging on
help

Like all misery, 
It started with apparent happiness
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Book theif (sauce)

Loss

When u got no one on your side you are totally loner you are struggling very hard to cope up with everything like to tired to be strong and patient but you only received hate what do you do? 

Self Harm

I suffer insomnia and axienty.. The voices in my head won’t stop.., 

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3am Thoughts

I have been feeling overwhelmed and sad these few weeks. My coping mechanism was really bad. I just get myself distracted with my works at the office and spent my days either sleeping. I don't know what I'm going through exactly. It was too overload. Bad days at work, self insecurities, money problems, and self destructive situations.  My best friend and me wasn't talking for few weeks. I have so much things to talk with but sometimes I couldn't and unable to let it out. I distanced myself away when I saw their responses by the time I told them I was stressed out. Last time, my best friend asked me where I have been missing for weeks. Then, I said I have been stressed out about life and works. Her answers was " you with your stress". I don't know what to say anymore. She just left me on read few days already. My other best friend wasn't talking to me after I said almost the same thing. She just left me on read but she was tweeting about her relationship. I mean I am happy that she have boyfriend already, but don't left me on read, alone here. I may need time for myself, but not being ignored and left me on read days. Sometimes I felt it kinda selfish for me to tell them my bad days because I should be keeping it by my own. I should be able to handle by myself. I should keep things to myself only.  Even they said " I am here if you need me". It kinda dark when nobody checking up on you. Not that I need their attention, but still. Last time , I bursted myself out crying in the car. Then, I'm okay. Yesterday, I cried like shit. I slept just to cope  with sadness. Don't know how to pour out my thoughts so I went here. But anyway I'm okay. But it's okay. Everyone is having bad days. Never mind. It's okay. Sometimes silence is better. 



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