Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I honestly don’t want to feel any of it. I’m tired of feeling up and down. Feelings are unstable rn

Been doing that a little tbh. Will lock the door next time lol

Hahah😬well uk all the tricks to lift up ur mood i guess… kudos❤️✨

Haha trying everything to not lose myself

Keep smiling 😬❤️

Faking it till I make it lol you too 🥺🤍

Well well… that’s the sign on growing uk👀

I hope so although I’m not sure how long it’ll take for me to make it :(

Veryy soon…! ❤️ sending positive vibes🫂

Ty kind stranger 🥺

Likewise 🫂

Haha😬❤️ let me knw if we can connect.!

Oh I’m sure he is. Not trying to put the blame but he was the reason mostly

One can’t see their own flaws … i mean i am not saying he isn’t the reason for it … i don’t know anything …yet … but would you mind sharing a bit more

Hmm very true yes and maybe we’re both to be blamed but idk if it was wrong of me to expect the same effort from him when I was invested in this rs. I felt like he didn’t have clear boundaries with his female colleagues and gave them more importance and time. I have big trust issues but his reassurances never were assuring enough for me. He was more concerned about their personal issues and busy consoling them when he probably should’ve put that energy into me while I was hurt due to his actions. I was super loyal to him and invested in this but all I got in return was someone who love-bombed me in the initial stages and eventually ended up taking me for granted.

Then i am sorry for things i said earlier but you are at no fault here … even if his female friends needed his attention at some point, it was his responsibility to make you feel comfortable and again your trust.
You did good. Loyalty is something very rare. If someone really have it, their partner needs to embrace it.
And since you have opened up a bit … let me crack a lame joke 😅
Let me know if you want to regret asking for jokes 😅😅

It’s alright. None of us are perfect. Who knows, maybe my trust issues were a turn off for him and he got tired of it. But like you said, if he truly cared then he would’ve gone to any length to gain my trust bc that’s what I would’ve done. Maybe that’s where I made the mistake. I expected to be treated the same way I treated him. I would’ve gone to any length for him.

Loyalty and reassurance are v imp for me so yeah.

Now let’s here your jokes haha

Well its hurts to have expectations as they were never fulfilled…
So …
Here comes the knock knock joke … i hope you know the drill …
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Knock knock

Who’s there

Hehe … who ever was that … he fall asleep waiting for you to answer at the door 🤣😅

Lol poor guy

Yeah waiting all night long, for that door to answer… it was a long night …