Guys, I’m kind of conflicted on how I am feeling. I feel like I’m being lied to. Talking to a guy for a while and under a picture of him and a family member someone asked if the person in the picture was the mother of their child?. 🥴🥴 but the person told me they don’t have children. 

The person I’m talking to says they don’t have kids but under a family picture with someone commented under it if that is the mother of his child. But he told me he doesn’t have kids

You think so, but it’s been almost 6 months and he’s adamant on doing all these other things. A few weeks ago he face timed me at work and he has a wall at his desk with two images one of him and his mom and there was one with him holding a baby. When I asked who’s baby it was he said it was his niece. Weeks gone by after that I never saw it on the wall today I ask where it is gone he said because it keeps falling off.

I have, I added his sister on Facebook and there was a picture of a baby and he was tagged in it 🥴. I asked about it he said it was his nephew 

It’s long distance but he’s going in February 🤷🏼‍♀️ I guess that does give me a chance 

Conflict

My OCD is taking over my whole life, I’m so tired, my bpd is destroying my life also, I can’t keep doing this, I feel so weak, I just want to give up. I’m not strong enough anymore, I have had enough. I can’t live like this. 

Iam 21 yr old girl. From childhood onwards my brother used to beat me up badly and I hated to be home since my parents are fucking orthodox and always in supportive of my brother. Instead to ran away from home I did my UG in another state but since lockdown started I had to return home after 4 yrs and attend classes online. Iam having very tough time here, my brother beats me up badly on having arguments. 5 min conversation with my parents pisses me off and I do self harm myself m  I feel like I don't belong here and I really wanna run away. I keep on crying every single day and also have suicidal thoughts. 

Sometimes I feel so disconnected from everything and like I have no way of getting back.

Confusion

Haiiii... Iam doing everything a care taker would do to my grand parents but all they do is being a selfish pricks wow I cant even explain yall how selfish they are amidst that I'm trying to be kind all the time even I hate that sometimes.
My question is they clearly did not deserve our kindness anyway I continue to show it and doing everything literally everything.

Is it okay to help people who are shallow? They just want their work to get done. No matter what happens to me or my family. We left our home and staying here my father is working elsewhere. But no worry at all for them as long as we are here. Gooddd..  I could go on bantering.  Because they are old it doesn't mean they can say or do whatever they want right? 
My grandfather praises and act all care and weak in front of my father and once he is off to duty back talking about my father. Did he really like his son??? I dont think so. He just want his needs to be done.

I CAN'T.  
I CAN'T STOP HELPING. BUT CONTINUING IT I QUESTION MYSELF WHETHER THEY WORTH MY HELP AND KINDNESS. OR AM JUST USED.

Family

This girl was just a big part of my life. We were together for 5 years. She has a new boyfriend now and every little thing kills me inside. Just hoping the sucking will stop soon. 

Love

Arey more maiyya je ka dekh liyoo🤡

Reasons why I don't open upto people : 

The more people i allow in my life, the chances of them leaving increases

I have like serious 'TRUST ISSUES'

Maybe they won't accept the real me

Because I know i always end up giving my 100% and what i get in return is just nothing


YOLO

I can't control my expectations
Which always disappoints me

How do u guys expect less???????

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