GUYS I FORGOT TO CHECK HOW LONG I BEEN EATING REGULARLY ITS BEEN A MONTH IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF IM ALSO PROUD FOR U GUYS <3 YOU GUYS WOKE UP TODAY AND THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS 

Celebration

I don't know , i am losing interest in everything , i loved to do theatre , dance, draw etc. but i am just isolating myself from everyone , sitting in a dim light room whole doing nothing just using phone and laptop excessively, im am a single child and my parents are having a really toxic relationship, they can get divorce too idk so they dont talk to each other and past few weeks have been really really bad fights and all the words are just too harsh and i was all holding it really well but now i think idk what is happening everything is just numb , i can see myself totally been wasted the whole day, i have a bestfriend but she is quite busy to even call and my boyfriend is the only person whom i talk to in whole day and im from a brown family , they are strict , i can't go out, meet him or even call him freely or anybody , its getting worse day by day , crying all night , overthinking, being hopeless, poor.

Stress

It's all same feeling.
things happened in past , the pain I can feel it again. It's paining deep in the heart. feel I would be betrayed. I am so addicted to her. feeling of being separated is hurting me. I could not forget and I cannot live with this. I don't know were this path will lead me to. just want things to be bit normal. I cannot take this anymore.

Frustration

On the night you broke me.
November 7th was the worst day of my entire existence. That night was hurtful and crushing but it was a regular night to you huh? You already moved on before the breakup HUH


3am Thoughts

Has anyone cried on the birthday because of a heartbreak 

How are you feeling truly?

Compassion

Anyone there I need to talk 

Breakup

Religion has killed more people than disease and war combined.

Society

I always deal with these
things on my own but I guess today l'll try
writing it out. I feel lonely and melancholic
almost every day. l'm very sensitive and I guess
I feel everything too much. I've made 3 real
friends in my life and I have a great connection
with them and I feel quite comfortable being
myself around them which is very rare. But
although they claim that they love me and
that I'm important to them, I feel l'm never a priority. last saw them months ago and if l
don't text them, we don't talk. But when we
do, it's like time hasn't passed. But I still get
lonely because it's Iike I have to write for them
to remember I exist. I think I care about them
more than they care about me. Take today for
example, it's sarturday and everyone is doing
something, but nobody's even talked to me.
If it was for me, I would be having fun or
whatever with any of them tonight. I'm not that
important to anyone. I'm nobody's first choice.




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