Guys I am feeling lost I change my field from commerce to arts in college and now I am not attending online classes and not even doing assignments I don't even know what chapter is ma'am is taking and it's not because I am busy with something else it's just I couldnt understand this is eating me like I am a loser and just dumb shit I don't know anything about my field and I am not even trying to face it because I am feeling bad for myself....please help me

Anxiety

I was stuck, I was lost,
I saw you and I encountered hope- So vast!

I was silent,
And You made me speak words which gave me freedom. 

I was different, I had dreams to absorb the joys of life. 
You became my life, when you came by my side. 

I was not the best,
You were still there with me saying forget the rest.

I was scared about falling in love with you,
You made me believe I am made for you.

People say I'm too pessimist,
Am I? I sit and wonder
But I know someday,
We will be together
In next life or the other

And we won't have to say Goodbye,
Just Goodnight ;)

3am Thoughts

 after therapist digging my past i feel that stuffs that i thought never bothered me actually it did have an effect on me. I didnt realise that ive been stuffing and repressing this emotions until i feel numb. and now i feel way worse than before. is that how therapy work?

Even we decided for casual relation because he doesn't believe in marriages and also due to some other reasons we can't be together. Meanwhile my family is looking for a partner for me, and a family will come in few days, I so want to cry. I don't want to leave him. How I will tell him all of this. I just want him, I don't want to start with someone else all over again. 🥺

Marriage

Hey 
It's been approx an year since I broke up with him. I loved him alot and I think I still love him and that's what making me more guilty. The pain the sorrow the jolt that should hit me when I think of loosing him is nowhere I still feel nothing have been changed and we are still together I can still feel his presence whenever think of him, right now. It's been awkward for me I should move on without thinking much but I am still standing where we left apart. It feels like I have talked to him yesterday only and again in the morning the good morning text will come. I am not sad or crying nothing but I am not able to accept the fact that we are no more together I shall move on and explore but I can't 😔😔. 

Breakup

I m really feeling depressed. After sharing 11 yrs of relationship when we come to this stage let's marry he said kundali gun milan is less than 18 so we can't marry. 

I really love him alot, can't take this anymore. 

Tu h ki nhi ? define tu kon h wo tu ? 

Love what you are doing with this website. It's wonderful to have a space like this where i can come and be myself. A place where I don't have to pretend to be someone i am not, like i have to do on other social media applications. It almost feels as if i can share anything here. Have shared before anonymously and i have loved the response. So today my gratitude is for Team Now&Me! 
Love, Maulika x

Happy

My friend lost her pet because of infection in the uterus. For both mother and daughter, it became very difficult to cope up with life. They adopted another pet to get back on track. At times, I feel people and pets are so replaceable. 

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