Guys I am dating a guy from sometime...and I have noticed something...I am a kind of girl who is simple and focused on work...and he is a kind of guy who likes to party alot and drink alcohol and smoke wee.d . He has got a sales job...we are about to graduate...I am gonna pursue MBA. And I am working very hard to get a top college. Now I feel should I surround myself with such people? Or my thought process is wrong?

Umm focus on exam everything else Is secondary may he won't be there for lifetime but ur degree and job will be there :) keep focus on exam that's most important exam is just 4 months away :)

You shouldn't surround yourself with such people it will interfere with your studies

Confusion

Last night in India!!!!!!!!😫❤
Gonna miss India and everyone here so much!!!!!!!!😩❤

Until next time India.💙


Looking for a goodfriendship! ❣️

3am Thoughts

There will be days when all you can do is breathe, and that's okay.

Life

I used to sing a lot. That person told my parents that I am good at singing. My parents literally arranged music teacher the next day for me. He loved my voice 
But now that we have to leave each other. It's been 3 years but still am not able to forget our memories. I have moved on but still these beautiful nights made me miss him... Haven't sang for anyone in these 3 years

Umm I am a bisexual person and I wanna come out to my parents but they wouldn't accept me neither would my girlfriend's parents... Even tho I'm 17 I know I love her... And my sexuality is a big part of me... Should I take the risk of coming out... Would it be worth it?

Coming Out

I am firm believer that the universe is real and everything comes back full circle. So this fact naturally made me safe. But here is the deal. I was preparing for competitive exam last year. My health really went drown the drain. I really gained many kilos.after my exam got over, I decided to work on it. And now my college placements are here and I have to leave. I would again have to sacrifice my health and sanity because this is what everyone expects me to do. Also, There is this guy i really want to go out with. I have a huge crush on him. We haven't been talking or anything. But I would like to get to know him. But that possibility is also going down the drain because I have to go away for college next week. 
It's just....if the universe wanted me to be happy and safe and protected, why put me through all this torture? Ever since I could remember, I have been giving up things that I love only to find out my performance in academics was just...mediocre. I gave up my health, I started to have knee problems, my heart beat was irregular, my cholesterol went up etc. In fact the first day i went to get training done, my heart rate was upto a person having a cardiac arrest. I really even gave up showering. I used to stare at the wall for countless hours because I was so mentally effed. So when I made some changed in my life I really felt I got a second chance at life. And now we are back to square one. Why isn't anything working out?


I feel like I have change and I am  slow ,I am 33 year and I feel like I am not my self anymore.i have a 1 year old child and my anxiety it's too much my emotions are all over the place,one moment I am happy and one moment I am sad.

Anxiety

Suggestion!.??...
    Am a agri graduate and i do wanna do business also i was in the path towards it.....am doing recycling business comes under plasticuture......so the thing is .... people around me saying that don't be in this field...it is very unpredictable.....and no one is going to marry you unless you have a gov.job.........and kinda brain washing me to do some coaching and write the exams.......i really don't wanna go to any kinda job..... 

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