Guys does virginity bother you while marrying someone? Only guys are allowed to answer this question… sorry girls

Honestly speaking everyone has their preferences so in general it doesn't really matter much. If you like someone and they like you, then it shouldn't matter.

3am Thoughts

Why don't I get anything easily. Why I have to go through pain and struggle everytime. I'm tired..I'm really tired now. I don't know what to do 😭 

Depression

how am i feeling ?? 

i dont know

one second happy
another second sad
i feel numb
i feel ...........empty

My college started from 1st Feb i am planning to from 28.
As my college is in different city . 
I don't know why but I feel so anxious. 

College

Why am I always the neglected one... Always left out... No matter how good and kind I am to others (they acknowledge it too) but never treat me as a good friend I'm always left out from everything unless I remind them that I'm still alive no one even cares about my existence... There's no one who has ever thought of me as someone significant... I feel like a useless person... Just feel like I'm trying hard to fit in.... Not even my parents give a shit about my emotions 

Anxiety

Advice required: 
I've just come out of a 5 yr relationship but amicably so. Since the breakup I've been trying to keep her involved with everything but she seems to be trying to keep me out of stuff. EG if I'm seeing friends I'll make sure she's invited but she doesn't do the same for me. So now I feel like I'm losing friends. Maybe I should stop trying to involve her but my friends will think that's odd because they like her and know that we're still on good terms. I just feel like I'm in a position where no one's really on my side and people are taking her side over mine. Help

Breakup

I was with someone who it turns out has been lying and cheating on me for over a year, kept trying to replace me with someone else only he couldn't find someone. Screamed, shouted, would smash things or drive like a maniac if I found something that proved he was lying or if i asked a question, then on mother's day left me without even a goodbye after finding out I was pregnant and refused to get rid if it. He's with his other females now, in 17 weeks pregnant n have no clue what to do. I feel so used, humiliated, heart broken, in agony. 

Playing Yeh sham mastani in the evening, open balcony and a cup of tea 

Is there anything more peaceful than that? 

Affirmations

I don't know why I am feeling so anxious n nervous about my performance which is just tomorrow like I'm feeling nervous to go on stage n to face so many people after such a long and even things aren't working good like I'm suffering from a sore throat i don't know how things gonna be tomorrow n not even this lyrics seem to be unfamiliar and my partner n my coordination is not go good n we didn't even practice specially on stage i got no clue how to hold the mic n to face such a crowd and my anxiety is making things worst for me. I know i can't mess anything tomorrow n be a talk of of town for the bad things cause earlier my parents mocked me to quit singing they were not so supported they said u didn't sing well n u can't do anything good with this n somehow even build up a insecurity n i avoided to sing infront of others for a very long time n now i finally away from my parents n their negative remarks n i somehow got an opportunity to perform but now nothing is going good i hope things go well but still I'm scared i don't want to end up regretting everything at last.

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