Grief ke 5 stages par naach rhi hu . Pata nhi chl rha denial m hu ya depression m ya acceptance m ya withdrawal m . * Continuous dancing.. * 

Deep

Almost sare psychology books m hote hain. Mera case m to course ka hissa h. 

So is this the name of the book??? Who's the author btw

Aayein....book nhi haii baba itsss...trauma response of someone lul🥴🤣 author uhmm...CHALTI KA NAAM ZINDAGI HAHAHA

Is emotional pain ki koi dawai kyu nahi bani aaj tak.

Raat k hi jyada hota hai.

But iam not.

May be i will be after some time.

Ya shayad tab tak raaton ko jagne ka hunar hum bhi sikh lenge.

Niceest way of coping machine "aggressively dencing y'all '' 💅🏻

Just a girl with Specs 😊

3am Thoughts

I do it for you… now I don’t think ki it’s possible for me to do it for any 😊
It’s in your luck but not was mine
It’s okay it happens let ie be 
After all jo hota h ache k liye hi hota h 
I’m sad ofc and not angry but just wanted to express my feelings and guess what I can’t tell it to anyone 😂😂
Thanks for reading guys 
Good night 

Breakup

Toh kya hua?
Dil hi toh tuta hai 
Toh kya hua?
Zindagi se ek insaan hi toh chuta hai
Toh kya hua?
Shayad ek saal phirse padhna padega
Toh kya hua?
Shayad maa baap Ko aapko phirse daantna padega
Toh kya hua?
Aaj jebh me paise nahi hai
Toh kya hua?
Nahi koi puchta ki kaise ho
Toh kya hua?
Shayad aaj nahi puchega kal puchega
Toh kya hua?
Agar kal bhi na puche 
Toh kya hua?
Aaj tum tumhare saath ho bs vahi kaafi hai
zindagi me thode toh thode ache lamhe toh mile hai baaki sab maafi hai, zindagi kabhi neem si kadvi toh kabhi meethi toffee hai 
Bs iss waqt ko sambhal jao,bs iss waqt ko sambhal jao vahi kaafi hai. 
Agar kuch acha nahi lag raha hai, akela feel ho raha hai toh kisi se baat karo aur agar koi nahi hai toh usko apni diary me likho or use faad ke fek do, ya phir blog likho, kahi pe bhi post karo apna naam mat btao bs apne dil ki baat batado.
Because that's matters the most. Kyuki ek baar jab vo aapne dil se nikaal diya na aapka dard aadha ho jaayega aur kya chahiye.
Always remember zindagi worth hai vyarth nahi.
Written by 
Rj Vashishth

https://youtu.be/yIn1DV_nWoM

Poetry

Later I realised buri na koi ladki hoti, bura na koi ladka hota, bure bs haalat hote hai jo hum control nahi kar paate. Waqt Kam hota hai, or patience ussey bhi kam. Ladka ho ya ladki, dono ki baat apni apni jagah sahi hai. Koi kisi ke bare me ye nahi chahata ki iske sath kuch bura ho. Insaan ko shayad practical hi rehna chahiye zyada se zyda taaki emotions me aake week na ban jaye. Or thodi galtiyan toh har insan karta hi hai, koi bhi perfect nahi hota, insan galtiyan karke hi seekhta hai, or mature banta hai. Jo aaj immature hai wo kabhi toh mature banega hi, or jo aaj mature ban chuka hai wo bhi toh kabhi na kabhi immature raha hoga na. 

Bs aise hi dil me tha isiliye likh diya yaha. Kisi ek ke liye specific nahi hai, general hai mere, aapke, sabhi ke liye 🫂

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Dekh masum chra uska uspe ykin toh kr

Hn tuta h tu mana mgr Use bhi zra ajmane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane to de

Yuhi na dub bite kl ki yaado m

Fir subha hogi raat bit Jane toh de

Ese gher kr na bhet khudko kale sayo m

Utha ek deep kr roshni lo jlane toh le

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de Kyu thahr gya h yu ghdi ki suyi sa

Zmana Tera bhi aayega ye din Jane toh de

Wat toh arse se kt hi rha h

Aaj khusiyo se lipt kr bitane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Kasmkash smjh rha hu m Teri mgr

Himmat rkh in znziro ko khul Jane toh de

Thndi purvi hwao m sans le

Is aasma m khud ko udd Jane toh de Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Ghraiyon m dfn Jo ghaw h tere

Pass Beth mrhm Igane toh de

Selab Jo bhr k betha h khudme Khol ankhe aansu bh Jane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Jaan pehchaan bhi ho jayegi Use apne bare m btane toh de

Milkr tujhe bhi usse acha lgega shayad Bhar khde SKS ko drwaza khtkhtane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Fir lot aayegi hsi in murjhaaye Ibo pr

 bchhe ko khilkhilane toh de Shayad tu fir se dhdkte phle ki trh

Use apne bare m btane toh de

Ek bar use gle Igane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

To ye 3rd day h..hmari baat nhi Hui. Mujhe nhi malum uske mind me kya chal rha. And I don't know agr ye hmari relationship ka end ho. Achcha breakup h nai, na usne bola let's breakup,na hi maine..bs silently baat krna band ho gya. I wish ye breakup na ho🤞🏽

Relationships

Career Guidance plss
I'm 26 F HSC (commerce) passed. 
I come from a conservative family ki jaha ladkiyan job nhi Kara karti and padh ke kya he hoga shadi he karke Jana hai type thinking. But abhi Ghar ki condition kuch khas nhi rahi. And imp is muje aise kisi pe dependent nhi rehna. Muje apne pairo pe khada hona hai. So koi muje guide kar sakta hai ki like muje kya karna chahiye in terms of career. I'm thinking abt completing my graduation uske saath aur kya???. Maine kahi work bhi nhi Kiya hai pehle. So any guidance?? 


Remembering past makes me so angry sometimes , wish I had spoken up sooner toh samne wala kabhi limits cross hi nahi karta. Abh sochti huun toh gussa ata hai and idk can’t even do anything about this and that feeling of anger ko kaise control karu samajh nahi ata. Abh sochti huun toh Sabhki stupidity realise hoti hai and it makes me so furious I can’t explain. 

Anger Issues

Hey, 
So I decided to leave this app (again) 

I always had this thought ki yaha kuch log & kuch cheeze sach m gems hai.. But honestly kachra usse kahi jyada hai & I'm not strong enough ki uss kachre ko nazarandaaz kr sku😟

Someone was asking help to get attention in college.. And that's fine.. And someone said "divide cloth by 2, attention will multiply"  WHAT THE!!!!, and the other person said Focus on 🍑, WHAT?? where are we heading towards?? Are you guys even understand the situation?? 

Aur yaha ladkiyon k post toh khol bhi mt lena, mujhe soch k ghin aa rhi hai ki mai inn logo k saath hun.. 
And I'm crying, yeh sochte huye ki inn post k authors ko kaisa feel ho rha hoga, can you guys even understand that!!
and I said to someone, ki if you don't understand - don't comment, instead of stop commenting, he became attacking, god-damnn, Pause for a second and think what are you even typing..!! 

I thought ki itne log ban hone k baad yeh app shyd bht better ban gya hoga, and that's why I thought about giving it a try.. But unfortunately😕

Stay strong everyone out there (not just girls), some people are really good, but it's never ever ever easy to find them. 

Bye guys. 

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