Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Goood …bad!!!Actually a mix of both.my boyfriend trying to control my doings which I am actually interested on.he thinks that am the asshole😂😂.i am basically an emotional support seeker when things go in a way I don’t expect and I think that’s my weakness.i had a really traumatic childhood which lowered my self esteem and what not!!! considering all this I can’t stay still when people around me feel depressed cos I seek the same support.so I was just talking to someone who I knew about a year ago.he had this PTSD and few things he is dealing with.he actually pinged me so I was into a convo.then came the evil🤷🤷🤷my bf asking whom I was texting to.i admitted the truth and he was like u both r assholes to me.and he goes like all this-he is using u and manipulating 😂I have known this PTSD guy for around 2 yrs on whom I had a crush initially then the reality set in (I mean his PTSD and trust issues) we kinda choose wts best for us then we parted our ways.this guy gets anxiety attacks and gets depressed frequently.today I was in a very sensible mood and I started asking about his health and he said he is still suffering so I was just checking up on him.meanwhile I had a fight with my bf which actually ended up being a breakup noww!!!haha so funny right!!!this isn’t the first time it happened with my bf.he doubts me irritates me and talks all crap about my opinions and decisions.and noww time has come to let him go finally!!!