Good night good people of Now & me 
You're all so great
Most of all atleast 😬🥴


3am Thoughts

My boyfriend and I are in a long distance relationship. I went to meet him and i was there with him for a month. Now I’m back home. I feel so low. It feels almost impossible to be. I am not able to do my work which i really need to get to. But i feel so low. I just feel like laying down. Cried my heart out last night. 

Long Distance Relationship

Today i questioned my quite friend whom i've been friends with for about 8 years since 2nd grade now why he he barely talk. "brother in silent i feel peace and in silent i observe what you and the other people around me are doing. In Observation i learned and as i witnessed people having fun i feel joy and somehow relieved. I just love this feeling so i'll continue living this way" i said "dang bro, you sure did matured in an early age" he just giggle and we talk about other things. He's the person whom i respect the most, for even i'm a worthless person he still chose to stay by my side, when i did something wrong or my opinion is wrong he never once said that i'm an idiot instead he always right me, when i'm broken even though there's a pandemic and he's a tutor of 5 8th grade student he ended the his class early eve though he will be yelled at for his action he still came to my house. There's still alot of good things that he did to me, he helped me alot and i'm relieved that i became friends with such a guy. 

Friends

Koi Connect hoke baat karna chata hai..?

Just poured out my feelings, my heart is racing. Feeling so anxious. 

Love

Hii everyone I need some help 

Relationships

Can a person change just in 3 days???

Confusion

Goodmorning everyone:)
The thing is I don't know what I want to do in my life I am 22 years old and completed my college 2 years ago .I have done my BTech in civil engineering although I had no interest in studying civil engineering my marks was not so bad .I completed my college without any backlogs ,I thought I wanted to do job in civil engineering or any govt job but as I passed college I lost myself finiding what I really want to do .In india govt job is must in every family .My mum always dreamed about me having govt job but I don't think I have any confidence or I can not concentrate on studies ,i distract too easily .I feel bad it's been 2 years and I still don't know what i really wants in my life .I think I don't have any talent. I'm good at studying but I'm not really sure if that's what I want or  I don't know because I  am scared of hardwork .What should i do ,I don't enjoy studying but I know I need to do job in order to make my life better and make my mum proud.I am so lost I can't find motivation its like I am always escaping from hardwork .Plz help me out .And I want to find out my talent how can I do that ,I want to do job in a field which I enjoy but the problem is I can't find anything that makes career except studiying. I love to read novel ,manga and I love fashion and makeup and all but I don't think in these thing I can make my carrer as I only enjoyed them but not thought about having career .Plz plz suggest me how can I find my talent or what should I do in life ? 
I distract too easily ,I am not consistent with my goals ,I change my plans too easily I don't know what's wrong with me I really want a job which earns good money currently I have a job but the pay is not good  if any good thing happen or bad thing happens i find myself escaping from my goals  always finding an excuse not to study .


Life

Why are some people luckier than the others?
They don’t study for whole year round, yet get their work done, party and enjoy life
On the other hand people like me have to deal with a bunch of crap, which makes me feel sad and annoyed and upset and burnt out yet it doesn’t lead any results
The hell 

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