Good morning today I just wanted to ask you how do I stop getting dependent on someone. Means subconsciously I know I m getting dependent its my starting stage you can say so I know that I m doing it wrong and it gonna hurt me in future so how do I stop it now.?

I don't text I talk on call overnight. So now I realized that it's gonna be hard for me. Because she is so fucking busy with her work as she say so she don't even have time for thinking about me. 

Yes I have a lot of man. But mentally at some point this shit comes  in my mind. That's the problem

I don't love her but I don't know what is happening with me.

Not crush sorry about the tag. But I just get happy whenever I talk to her. When I Share my problems they are like gone man.

It's like we are kind of best friends you can say because she just understand me and we are getting close. But I hate one thing about her is that she never call me or text me I have to call her and whenever I call her she is busy and yeah I understand it and let it go but sometimes it bothers me subconsciously Man that imp of person and I take out my time for her and she is like am I not getting it what to say now.

Busy in work. College works assignments and etc. And she is like don't open any messages and like people are little bit different online. So I call her she didn't answer and later she call me and it's seems so normal for her like Nothing is happened. But for me in my mind they are lot of things happening about her. I m making plans for her bday and all. But I think she don't deserve it I m just confused man

Yes but I don't understand why I m not like that means I want to be like don't give shit about anyone but if anyone messages me or call me I immediately give response. But how people ingore it dk. And should I talk to her on call or meet and say. Because j have to travel for 4 hrs to meet her.

Yeah absolutely right. But I got cheated many times in my past so I overthinks alot and have trust issues.

Not toxic but for me I ovethink alot so you can say that. But whenever we talk nw it's like I just forgot what happen and makes me happy. 

Yes but what I think that  I will tell everything but what if I don't get a proper respond from her? Like she have other male friends also. And they are school friends ok so I don't know that she is same with them also?like what if she tell them and etc. And I have trust issues man just don't know why. And I just wanted to know whether she cares for me or not?

Yes but how do I observe I mean she stays far away from me. Like it take 4 hrs to reach there. And I can't have her instagram acc ? And other. But when I open my snapchat sometimes she is online but don't know what she is doing like she don't even open my snaps. And etc but still online. And have time for uploading story's and snap but not for me. But when we talk it's seems so normal. Like nothing is happened.

We have long distance wala scene it take 4 hrs to reach there. And how can i observe it I can't even ask for her insta acc. And she is like different I don't understand like if she is online kn insta don't even see msg or even on snapchat don't open snaps but use snapchat I can see that she is online. Don't knwo what she is doing she have time for uploading stories snap but not for calling me.

Yes. Shee is good looking and all but I don't understand how should I go for next step. Like I only talk and try to take it further but she don't and afraid of that things whether I take and ehat if I got disappointed.?

I agree with you but her behavior man she is just totally different online. Like don't read messages but remain active even on snapchat don't see snaps but remain active this is what makes me feel doubt about her. And have time for uploading stories and snap.

We have long distance wala scene it take 4 hrs to reach there. And how can i observe it I can't even ask for her insta acc. And she is like different I don't understand like if she is online kn insta don't even see msg or even on snapchat don't open snaps but use snapchat I can see that she is online. Don't knwo what she is doing she have time for uploading stories snap but not for calling me

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