Good morning all of u... school jana h... pta nhi kesa jayega aaj ka day soch rhi thi na jau but chli jaati ghr m rahungi tho bss overthinking 😪😂

Growing Up

Ye tere reshmi jo baal jaal sazi hai
Mara nahi par jeete ji tu meri fasi hai
Daba nahi gala kyu sanse meri ghut rahi
Main kya hi du saza ja teri har saza hi maafi hai
❤️👀

Love

I fall in love with my best friend. And one day i just proposed her. But she said she loves someone else and she has no feelings for me. But she wants us to be frnd forever. Should I walk away from her life or stay as a friend, forever ?

Relationships

Hey all
Anyone up for chat? Let’s keep this chat easy and fun

3am Thoughts

Being a good person does not get you loved more, it gets you used.....!!

Be careful all you beautiful souls✨🖤

Hello friends, I was in a relationship from a month. After a month she started talking harshly to me. We broke up but I was not able to move on so after 5 months I've tried to contact her. Now she is with me and accepted her mistake. I am very happy to have her back in my life but I am not able to trust her again. I was living like a hell when she broke up with me, there was not a single day when I didn't miss her and hadn't cried. As she is back I'm feeling very good and I don't want her to leave me again. Am I right to trust her? Should I forgive her? I love her but never told her. I think I am addicted to her. She is now very polite and humble, more than before. I want to trust her, should I? I am in very complicated situation where I don't know what to do? I think I can only be happy with her as I have seen in those months. But if she again leaves me my situation will be worst than before. Please guys show me the right way. 

Hello everybody,I am here because I really need someone to talk to.Since I was a child I had always been this very shy kid..and it was not that severe.But then as I grew older,I started learning that the world is not an easy place to live in.I started to become aware of how others see me,and if I talk to them,I'm afraid they'll talk about how shy I am,later when I'm not around.I hate going to school because that's where everyone is friends with everyone.I would be that person who would just look at the other students laughing and chatting with each other.I would cry every day after I come home.I tried telling the one person who I trust so very much about how I feel,but she doesn't understand me.It really hurts because I want someone,atleast one person to be able to understand how I feel.
My father would compare me with other kids,that always makes me feel bad.My family asks me to go do this and that outside so that I won't be this shy anymore.I know they want the best for me,but even small things like just buying things outside is suffocating for me.I would be so proud of myself if I succeed in buying the things.
And also sometimes,I will get all sort of thoughts,"What was the point of me being born?I don't do anything,I just make my family worry,I make them angry,I make them dissapointed,there's no meaning for me to be here".But I don't want to suicide either.I just wish I would be able to fix this someday.

Lonely

They say that time supposed to heal ya
But I ain't done much healing...

#Hello

Music

I am emotionally exhausted. I dont even know what to do. Spending my days in my room, staring at the wall, everything I do makes me feel worthless.  I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years. It got to an extent where i couldnt do anything independently. It was so toxic, i felt like i was shackled and was suffocated, gasping for air when honestly my lungs have given up. I've been cheated on twice and i forgave him thinking maybe it was my fault that i couldnt give him what he wanted that he went and searched for it else where. I've been lied to, emotionally and physically abused. Everytime he victimized himself. I lost many friendships and prime time of my life. I literally have none to talk to. 8 months ago i mustered up the courage to tell him to leave me. i broke up. but he isnt letting me go. the toxic attachment and communication is still intact. how do i free myself from this relationship and move forward.? how? 

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