Good evening all of u...💕
Chalo is shaam ko ☕pi kai or khubsurat bnaya jaye...😌

Hahaha vo tho jana hi padega ..🤣🤣 mere bi kl sai school h🙁

Yha tho nhi gyi...ha but satarfut kai...dukhiraam kai... hayee 😁

Sunday shaam se hi "monday blues" chalu ho jate. Kal office hai🙄

Self Love

if you are looking for a sign this is for you
The mistake most of us make is that we build our homes in other people in the hope that they will deem us worthy of being welcomed inside. We feel so abandoned and empty when people leave, because we’ve invested so much of ourselves in them. 
- Najwa zebian

it may take time to build a home inside yourself
but when you build a home inside yourself..you don't feel homeless even if people leave from your life..on the other hand building home on others is just going to hurt you... because no matter how good they are, they are not going to take care of your home as their own...
- Queen 👑

Mental Wellbeing

Love.. I don't understand what love is. And I don't know the definition of love. Sometimes you are everything for them and you feel so loving. Breakdown is the other part of love. When you go through this one you realised the real value of love. When all you see,feel and miss is the love you had once.

3am Thoughts

Am i that desperate to love & to be loved? I'm so exhausted!!! Literally huuuhhhh what the hell is wrong with me? 

I had got a lot of bad experiences in my life which makes me weaker every day. I don't have real friends with whom I can share my feelings and nor I can trust anyone. Because of my miserable life, I always cry at night. 

Life

Anyone who want to discuss about internships 

Is anyone else here an age regressor? If so, wanna be friends?

Also looking for a CG if anyone's up for that :)

Friends

how am I feeling today?
I don't know. I am having mixed feelings. I love my husband, but I don't know where I am lacking.
I want my husband to be my best friend, with whom I can share anything(good/bad). I just want him to listen to my thoughts and if I am going somewhere in a bad direction, I want him to pull me back. and show me the positive sides. But he is not doing that.
Rather he is judging my every action and thought. I don't want that.

i am a talkative person. I just want to talk about everything that happened in my whole day.
but now I'm fearing to say anything to my husband. I feel like I am being judged now, which is suffocating me. I don't want to go away from this situation, but I don't know how to handle this now.

He is saying that he is not trusting me. but why??
I share everything. why can't he just trust me and test me?


 I just got married five months back. it's an arranged marriage. I know it will take time to have trust and faith. but we can just show that you meant something to me.

Literally, I am leaving everything and going back to that guy. but if he is not trusting me, I don't know what to say to him or what to do now.

I am an IT engineer. but my husband is working aboard. so I decided to leave my job and my family and go and settle with him.
It's very difficult for me. Currently, I am from India and I have a joint family. but now I am leaving everything and going to aboard with a single-family. if that person won't talk to me, how am I gonna stay? I don't know.

if I pamper him, everything is going fine. if I start any discussion, then after 10-15 min, he will start shouting. he is not able to understand my thought process.
he looks at things so differently and so negatively. I don't know. Might be because of his past experiences. I understand that.
Then at least he should try to understand me or make me understand his situation at least.

if he won't say, how am I gonna know?

feeling suffocated and frustrated now.
If I say these things to my parents or anyone, then it will be like back bitching or else they will get tensed that I am not happy with my marriage.    I can't say to them also.

I don't know. I just want to talk to him . have a healthy conversation.  but don't know why things are not going smoothly in my life. 

Now I am thinking that it's ok, in life, there is always ups and downs. It's not like he doesn't love me at all. I think it is taking time for him to mingle around me. he is an introvert person. leave it.
Give some time and space. everything will be fine.
just praying for myself that I don't get mad till the time he starts getting normal.
Please God give me the strength and patience to deal with this problem.
and it would be better if I talk less also. I think better for me. but don't know how to do that also.

Who so ever reading this, please don't judge me. I'm a mad person. and my husband loves me a lot I think. he pampers me. but sometimes he does this small thing which ruins everything in my mind. It's like you are making a very beautiful dessert, but instead of adding sugar, you added salt. 

ok bye.



Depression

My parents used to treat me and my sister equally before, but suddenly I feel all the affection is going towards my sister. It feels like she is the priority for them whereas before I was the one who used to get all the attention. MY sister just started offline schooling so someone has to pick her up, but when I was her age I used to come and go alone to school. She gets pocketmoney now and I didnt get when I was her age. Her friends come over all the time but I cant bring my friends over, because my parents denied. This is really unfair in siblings

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