Life

Can anyone help me out in making a decision 

3am Thoughts

i need someone to talk to not really any advice just vent.

Anxiety

The girl with the worst temper and an adorable smile ✨

Affirmations

What is love??

Love

I feel all alone

Lonely

Why is life so hard to live? Nothing can be easy. Even this website, this is my third time writing this because, for some reason, it decided to shit itself and delete everything I've written. So idk maybe I'm hoping that the third time is a charm. Anywayssss, as I was saying, life is full of bullshit. I've been happy lately, like really content with life, etc. Well, yesterday, one small annoying lousy thing happened to me, and I just broke down crying. My friends tried to help me and ask me what was wrong, but I couldn't even answer them when I didn't know the answer myself. Once I started crying, it was like I couldn't stop. Idk if it's just because I haven't cried in a while, idk if it's because I haven't been able to talk to my therapist in a while, or maybe I just was never truly happy, and my brain tricked me. Like sike bitch here's an emotional breakdown for ya. I haven't been diagnosed with anything, I see a therapist to try and control my anxiety and overthinking but otherwise, I am on my own. So yeah you are talking to a college student who is emotionally damaged because of the way she grew up, who can't make her own decisions for herself, who doesn't like confrontation, who puts other people's opinions and needs before herself, and is in a rut in life. The other day I had a thought, do you think people started to celebrate birthdays because we are one year closer to peace? Or maybe it's because we have made it another year without some stranger on the street or God deciding that our "journey has been fulfilled". Anyways that's just some food for thought. 

love the emotionally unstable one 

i juts most of time feel lost, i don't what to do how to do and how to get out of it.
And sometimes it's just kills me i want someone whom i can share all about this but at same time i am afraid of knowing people 

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