Girlfriend bnane ke baad pta chala 
Sala 100rps se upar ki bhi chocolate ati he 🤔

ABD Rauf

Boyfriend

Mai jab kisi sa baat karti hu toh mera mann karta hai after baat ki mai saari chats delete kar du I mean ho gyi baat ho gyi kisi ko yaad hi nah rhe and Idk 😶 why saamne wle person ko v kehti hu delete karde chats but Bhai it's a normal talk kis baat sa mai itni insecure ho rhi hu smjh nhi aata hai mai aisa kyu karti hu and it's disturbs me a lot agr nhi ki ho toh .mai smjh ni paa rhi hu Aisa kyu karti hu 

When I start thinking things will be better now God gives me something new
U took away everything everyone from me my family my son my love my friends, my career my reputation pride everything fucking left me alone begged u prayed u worshipped u yet u took all 
 Sub kehte hai jo hota hai ache ke leye hota hai, sub tera likha hai 
But jub ho jata hai to mistake tumhari hai  bhagwan ke nahi 
Tu kehta hai ke karam ka fal mile ga kab bhai kab jab mar jaunga tub 
Sub to leleya ab jaan baki hai tu le ga yan mai khud de dun 
Thodi to daya krle 

Frustration

Aaj abhi apni life ke bare me shuruat se likh rhi thi kaafi der ho gai likhte likhte hi laga ki wow mene itne emotional up and downs jhele he apni life me I am proud of myself. Fir mene college tak phuchkar chhod diya ki mere life ke experience ek post me nahi aaege abhi b me struggle kr rhi hu and I hope someday i will write my experiences in my autobiography or in a form of a book. Please wish me good luck for my good mental health with success. And yes apni nirasha ko durr krne ka ye bahut accha method h ki shuruat se sab likho apne aap ko jano ki ham kya chij h

Life

There was a lizard in my room. I tried to drive her away but she ran behind my wardrobe 🥲 abb mai kya karu?

Confusion

Anxiety hori bhot bayankaar asa lagra cardiac arrest hozaega abi BC kya karo BC so bhi nhi para 

Anxiety

When i met her last time , i asked her when we are going to meet again in a sarcastic way she told 2-3 saal baad ab almost 2 saal honey ko hai and we didn’t met yet . Kabi mazak mazak mai sab such hota hai . 

3am Thoughts

Jb s tujhse dur jane ka faisla kia h puch mjhse kya haal h tere bina baar baar kadm teri tarf badhte h tujhe firse apna bnane ko dil krta h fir yaad aate vo alwaaz jo rok kdm dete Hain lgta h kbi ego h yh kbi lgta h self respect to kbi mnn krta kuch na sochu bs tujhse mohabbat nibhau kya shi kya glt kuch smjh ni aa rha kya kru tere bina dil beichaan hain or na jane kyn kdm ni bdhaye ja rhe tune jo bola bhula ni ja rha kyn hr baar mein hi majboor hokr tujje hr glti k liye maaf krdu kyn tu kbi fasle kmm ni kr skta kyn dil dukhata hai itna ki sehan ni hota aise lgta hai tere sath rha ni jata tere sath hote hue dur jane ka mnn krta ki bhag jau or dur jau to jeena muskil kyn kynn mjhe kyn hona tha pyaar kyn bht beichaan hai dil 

Breakup

At a point I hate to think about my problems (whether these big or short). Just pata nahi suddenly achha nahi lagta soch kar and I'm just like "meri toh problem kuchh bhi nahi ,baaki logo ke siwa". But baad mein bahot deep hurt bhi hota hai😞..I was always a happy person though I'm sensitive and emotional at small things,even can easily cry on little things but still I always try to be happy. Filhaal toh 2:51Am baj rahe hai aur yeh hi khyaal aaya hai dimaag mein toh share kar diya. Stay healthy and happy Janta!

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