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Achha to ab smjha vo kal chotu bolne wale aap hi the didi mujhe.... Aapne to ig ki full form nhi na btai... Badi mushkil se pta ki thi didi.. 

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Addiction

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Lonely

Ye jo humlog bolte h na ,isse bt krne se sukoon milta h ,usse bt krne se sukoon milta. Ye sb kch ni h . Jisse wo sb baat, jo or kise se share na kr sko , apne andr lekr pareshan ho rhe ho . Jb wesa kch kisise share krte h na , tv pta chlta h sukoon kya h . 

Or us time jo bharosa hota h na saamne wale person pr , jb aage jaa kr kvi wo us bt ko lekr kch aisa bol de, jo tm kvi soch v ni kr skte the. Uske bd yhi lgta h aisa sukoon kvi chahiye hi nhi life me. Ye nhi h ki us person se hate hoti h , uspr gussa aata h . Pr gussa khud pr aata h , khud se hate hoti h ki jb aaj tk ye bt tmhare andr thi, to ku ise bhr aane dia , 2 min. k sukoon k liye , lifetime ka sukoon kho dia lgta h. 
Ye sb feelings koi words me explain ni kr skta , na koi smjh skta h.

Anxiety

Whenever I knew I'm crush of someone... 

Ajeej hi ho jata hai, and I starts messing up things!!! Weird Responsibility si aa jati hai, aur sb kuch ajeeb ho jata hai. 

Crush

I don't know why but sometimes it feels like why I am alone to much bhar se I am just showing that everything is all right but inside I am just dieing 
Don't know whome should I share anything if kbhi lgta bhi hai kisi se share kru toh just afraid that they r going to make fun of me 
Nd giving a shitty sympothy
Nd if I thought ki parents se baat kru regarding thi so they r somehow toxic means not about anything but kbhi bhi suna Dena about that nerve nd at last they r not going to understand anything 
Kbhi kbhi bhot toxic ho jaate nd pta ni kya hi seen hai yrr
Bs ab asa lg rha sb chd jaa nd khi Bina btay chla jaa naam phchan sb change krke khi pr chla jaa 
Fr lgta hai parents ka kya hoga if chla gya toh 
Don't know I can't explain much kis phase mai hu 

Depression

I don't know it's just me or everyone feels this But I think I'll be never enough for my parents. Haar month ki jhik jhik. " Iske liye pise nahi hai "  " uske liye paise nahi hai "   " Yeh emi bhurna na woh bills pay karne hai "   " Papa ki umar ho gayi hai woh kitni mehnat karenge ". All I want to say to them is. " C'mon mom dad mai bhi insaan hi mujse bhi itna he ho sakta hai, mujse jitna ho raha hai I am doing that, aur itni he umar aur mehnat ki phikar thi toh papa ne apne well earning point par saving kyu nahi ki jab unke 20s -30s mai woh acha kama rahe the tab toh unhone woh sab unke so called sister and brother aur unke bacho pe  udda diye Jo ab unki respect Tak Nahi karte. And u expect me to earn 35k in month tell me how ?? Kise aisi konsi badi dgree hai mere pass itni salary ke liye. Graduation tak complete nahi hua hai meri. Tell me mai kya apne future ke liye save karu. savings ke liye mere pass kuch bache toh na. Humesha paisa Paisa. Responsiblity naam ki cheeze toh apko pata bhi nahi hai shayd. Aap batao I am 23 now kab apne mera bday celebrate kiya. U never did always saw my friends going out and partying. I don't want parties I don't expect dinners at hotels n all. but atleast celebrate at home. With just n HSC certificate I can't earn 35k. atleast not right now. What if I ask u I want to do my dream course it costs thousands then do u have that much money. And to reach that level of paycheck I'll need education and experience which will take time and money both chutki baja ke nahi hotay sab. Just give me some time and support that's all I expect from you. Just try to understand me  plzz. I don't like the workplace I am working it's exhausting sometimes.  But still I get up and go to work bcoz I have to pay for all the financial shit u didn't in the past. Plzz mom dad grow up plzz and just try to understand me. 


























Family

 
koi paas ho jisse do lafz kehte hum aankho se , jinki baatein sunte dil se , unki khushiyo ko mehsoos krte har ek dhadkan se , bina bole wo hume aur hum unse baatein krte jahaan k , 
waqt tham sa jata unke saath , tapti dhoop v sawan si lagti jinke saath , unki ek jhalak saari pareshaani dur kr de , unki ek muskaan mere musibato se lrhne ki wajh hoti . wo hote to na lagta yu khaali sa , na katne ko daurhta ye akelapan , bheerh me ho k v ghum na hote hum .
koi hota paas jisse lafz do kehte hum ankho se .

Hilig mang invalidate ng feelings 😑
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