Gharwalo ko mera ek baar khaya dikh gya lkin saara din bhuka rha woh nhi
I'm not good wanna sucide


hey your life is way too precious that you think. 
there's always a way out of every problem, don't give up 
would you like to elaborate on what you feel? 

Mental Illness

Jaab bhi humesha weight lose karne ke sochtey hai toh usi waqt jyada kha leti hu 1 year huwa diet nhi kaar paar Rahi hu weight gaining hota ja Rahi hai aur mera anxiety barta ja Raha hai some one help me how to lose weight aur kaise apne brain ko handle Karu weight lose karne ke liye 

Binge Eating

Kisi ko gf chaiyee
Kisi ko bestie chaiye...

But I just want a person with whom I can share all my feelings ...who will understand my Words behind my silence.... ❤️

Dreams

Fingers be like , Kitana kam karaoge Bhai rest bhi diya karo 😂😂
Laptop to mobile , mobile to video game 🥵🤧

Career

There is a friend A of mine jo mere baare mein bohot jyada bitch krti hai and mere saamne mera well wisher pretend karti hai. I always think of cutting her of but the issue is that she’s my neighbor and we have same school friends circle. So if i lose touch wt her, she’s probably gonna go and talk shit about me to my other school friends. 
There’s a friend Y whose gf is my closest friend. We two go really well. But i never talked to this Y. But now suddenly Y talks to me due to his gf matter. 
Recently merko pata chala ki Y and A ne mere baare mein bitchinh ki hai. Y bolta hai baat mt batao and A se durr raho. But merko sab clear karne ka mann hai. Mene A ko 2-3 baar baat karne and milne kaha but voh taal rhi hai and voh kehti hai ki usne mere liye kuch nhi kaha parr usse mere liye Y ne galat kaha. Abh mujhe nahi pata kon sahi hai kon galat.
Merko naa A se baat karna hai and naa hi Y se. 
But Y se terms off karne se kahi meri close friend ke saath mera terms naa kharab ho jaaye bass yahi soch ke mein kuch bol nahi rhi hu.

3am Thoughts

Jab mujhe logon ki jarurat hoti hai, jab mera unse baat krne ka mann krta hai toh voh mere pass kyu nhi hote

Anxiety

Yaha k post pd kr ajeeb lg rha hai.. 
Lagta hai aap sab log bhaag rhe ho, kisi na kisi cheez k piche, ladki - ladka, relationship, money, fame, better body, etc etc.. 

Them jao 2 min. 
Shaanti se baitho. 
Koi paas baithne ko nhi h toh khud k paas baitho. 
2 gehri saans lo. 
Ab feel kro inner emotion ko.. 
Don't try to avoid, listen.. 

Saare jawab aapke andar hi chupe hai.. And you know that.
Aap shyd bahar jawab talash rhe hai, aur shi bataye toh aap jawab nhi, aap uss awaz ko talash rhe h jo aapki manpasnd baat bole... 

Thehar jao yaar.. 
Tumhe agr lgta h ki yeh hoga woh hoga, toh zindagi better hogi toh esa nhi hai, Bilkul nhi.. 
Cheez hone na hone se farq nhi pdta, bht halke se time ke liye pdta hai.. But mostly it's all about how you feel inside..

Last yr, I got placed at 30lpa job, with a 4 yr Relationship with the girl, I respect and love the most, living with my close friends, having adequate money to sustain my live.. But I was at my worst, attempting suicide again and again.. 
And now aaj bhi cheeze wohi hai.. 30lpa job, 5 yr Relationship, living with best friends, lekin ab m andar se sbse jyada khush hun.. 
Aur jab sab andar se khush hote ho na, toh woh bahar jhalakta hai.. 

Don't try to find peace outside. Look Inside. You'll find all the answers

khud ke logo ke bich me rehkar hi pareshan hu.. i feel lonely i m worried about my future i feel sad and alone i am not much loved feel left out... i dont know what should i do😪

Tanhai ki us jhil me,
ek kashti hamne banai thi,
uske beech me main aur tum the
Charo aur tanhai thi,
tum muskurayi thi,
meri baho me samayi thi,

tumhare intezaar me ek kashti aur bhi ayi thi,
ye mujhe hai pata wo tumhe bohot lubhai thi
par wo kashti Apne sath Andhi bhi layi thi
shayad uski pyaar ki Andhi itni tez thi
dub gayi hamari kashti Jo kabhi na datmagayi thi

tanhai ki us jhil mei me gir gaya kuchh is tarah
shayad tum inkar karo chhinte tumpar bhi ayi thi
tanhai ki is jhil Ko aasuon se dariya kar diya
tere intzaar Ko jeene ka zariya kar liya
tum Chali gayi hamse door yaadein hame sataengi
kahte hai doobi kashtiya na waapas ayi thi na wapas ayengi ,


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