 Galti ho gayi humse jo bade ho gaye 
Khud hi khud ke liye khade ho gaye
Ji nakara hain, kisi se kya keh sakte hain 
Apna kya hai, kese bhi reh sakte hain 
Hum khud me hi khud ke sabr ho gaye 
Ab yaad bhi nahi ki hum kab ro gaye 

Galti hai sahab hum bade ho gaye
Khud hi khud ke liye..........

Ghar ke chhote bhi bade ho jaate hain 
Jab jeb me thode rupaye ho jaate hain 
Fir kesi izzat aur kesi tameez 
Fir to paraye bhi khud ke sage ho jaate hain
Hum chup hain, kyuki khud ko samjha nahi sakte 
Par matlab ye nahi ki hum ghabra nahi sakte
Sabr ke imtihaan me is kadr kho gaye 
Ki pata hi na chala kab bade ho gye!!!



shubham

Dreams

I miss talking to you. I always wanted that we become bestest friends and then soul mates some day but I don't see any efforts now everything is changed all I see is ignorance now ...may be I am just a timepass when you are bored...I can see you have changed in these few days mujhe wait karna padta hai msgs ka shyd koi teesra hai jise wait nahi karna padta

Lonely

I sometimes dk y all of sudden start thinking about you sweetpie yk .. khi kuch galt to nhi kr diya na maine , I feel I did very bad to you :'( 
What to do   ... 
Leave it 

3am Thoughts

Anxiety ho rahi hai ... I want to talk to someone!! Anybody here ???

Ek shyam us haseen chehre ke name ki
Yaddo se unki jaam se shuruwat ki
Shrab or kalam se uske barre likhte rahe
Wo puri  raat hamne unke  name ki 
U kho gae the uski yaad me
Na gam raha apni bato me 
Na hosh raha in aakho me 
Na yakin hai uske waddo mai
Dekh uski tasveer muskura rahe the hum
Akho mai uski jhalak dekh pa rahe the hum
Soch ke hume wo bhi yadd kr rahe the 
Unki narazgi se mehsus kr pa rahe the hum
Uski baato me khud ko soch rahe the
Takriban hum uske ho  gaye the
Fir kismat ne apna kam krdiya
Yuu jlla dill ankho se ro rahe the
Pyarr ki hawa mai kho raha tha mai 
Kyu uski tasveero ko dekh ro raha tha mai

Love

I be like lojja lage then after 5 seconds act like the most nillojo behaya mf on earth.

Bahut bechaini hori hai 
Work pressure bahut jyada hai at ofc plus personal life mai 
Mental state confused hai 
I feel caught up in my own thoughts
Right now i m very anxious 


Thak gya hoon bhai dusro ki girlfriends ko hasa hasa ke🥺

Adulting

Jab aap apne lowest phase se guzar rhe hote ho to sare dost aapse peecha kyu chhudana chahte hain....keval family sath deti hai par uska bhi vishwas uthne lagta hai....aap jo ki ek confidence se labrez ek sabke manpasand insaan hote ho achanak bichare ka roop kyu le lete ho.....kyu aapka aatmvishwaas bikul hi gir jata h ki aapka dimag apke control se bahr chla jata hai...aap jo chahte wo kyu nhi kar pate ho....apki qismat khi se bhi apka sath dena ikdam se kyu chhod deti h jo ki kuch waqt phle itni achi thi ki apse khush koi insaan hi nhi tha.....kya fir kabhi mera wo aatmvishwaas lout payega....kya fir kabhi mai bhrose krne layak ban paunga.....
#mylackofconfidence

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