Frustrated, sad, angry, and like a fool for thinking I could believe in somebody and ignoring all my instincts. 

hey, I understand how it feels to have your trust broken by someone, however, there is only one thing you need to take care of and that is not to begin believing that everyone is going to be the same. we all make wrong judgements about people and place our faith in them, but these are lessons. Now you know you are meant for better. you're meant to find someone more trustworthy and consistent. getting over a breakup can be hard, take your time, as long as it does. try taking it out of your system through art, music, dance, meeting friends, talking to your well-wishers. 
best wishes to you. 

Depression

My brain can't handle another lockdown. I'll collapse. Fucking virus

3am Thoughts

We all have tough times in our lives and that is the really difficult to pass on. Balancing all life’s demands — school, work, relationships — can be stressful and many people get overwhelmed, anxious and overexerted. This is the time when we need someone to help us out and to share our feelings and thoughts. Now&Me is just like a friend, that listens to you, understands you and helps you deal with those problems. It's a savior for someone who feels shy or uncomfortable to express his/her feelings but wants to do so. The thought of creating this platform is admirable :)

Happy

I just feel so helpless and almost so sensitive to this matter. I've been working as an architect for the past few months and I've been the worst Ive ever been in my life. I cant seem to put up with the deadlines and I cant seem to finish work that only takes very less hours. When asked if I find any difficulty, I dont know how to tell them that I dont know exactly what I'm feeling? 

I feel so useless when everyone else is just succeeding and being splendid at work. Makes me doubt if I'm worth all the education my parents paid for. I really want to do well in my work where someone appreciates and comes to me saying 'We really would love to have you as an employee for pretty long'.  

Self Esteem

I had a panic attack during my class which happened without a proper reason. I think i was stressed on something. But it happened anyway and i was in total shock. Coz i couldn't understand what was happening to me. It was the first time. I get out from the class casually without giving anyone hint about it. It was so suffocating. I ran to the toilet and tried to calm down myself. I was so frightened of what was happening to my body. I couldn't breath properly and tears was rolling down my face. I somehow managed to relax and went back class. But few minutes later it happened again. Some friends of mine saw it and came to check on me. They were also in shock seeing me crying and thinking i had some health issue. Even asked me to got to hospital with them not knowing what was happening. All this happened within a few minutes but it unlocked a new fear in me. I realised it was a panic attack after some days when i searched about it. Never happened the same again but i have that fear of whether i would experience it again. I don't knw if it's a trauma or something but i thinks about it whenever I'm stressed and is afraid of having it again.

Anxiety

Why am I up

I wish koi mujhe “JANNAT “ movie jaisa proposal de..
Gadi rok k shesha fod ke 🤣🤣

You know when someone asks me what I really wanna do in life. The only things that comes to my mind is that " I dont wannna live anymore, I just wanna d*e." This is literally the only thing I want. I am tired of this so much. I want this horrible nightmare to end. I just dont wanna go though every day waiting for somethings that are never going to happen. Why. 

Life

**i will miss my dad** he is my no. 1 idol in my life. Love u so much papa. Best dad ever. Rest in peace. You will no longer suffer. Ilove you papa!

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