From today onwards I'll be very happy I'll forget each and every things

kurama

3am Thoughts

The world is full of snakes and they are just waiting to bite you 

Life

 I'm little upset 

I have a fear of facing/seeing people? 

Delusion

The nature of this universe is darkness and hence our destination. Light may or may not fall everytime, so my dear friend learn to walk alone. 

hey whom ever they are reading this !!! you are amazing and keep your head high as always because till now you had crossed all the stuff and today is the place you were standing! be happy and stay safe !!!!

  😁😁😁

Happy

Scary part is,
you don't know if you're getting played
POTTITIALE
or if someone is really into you.

i don’t think i ever want to get better 

Depression

My grade 11th started from 2 days.. I did not like any of my new teachers..
Like all of them are so bad at explaining they are simply reading out of ncert textbooks..and are all monotonous
Not able to join any coaching due to financial issues..
And I am a covid patient in home isolation and they have time limits for a lot of homework I told them I still have weakness and all.. 
But got a reply.." you can do anything during corona, even one of our teachers is a patient himself..you need to do it or how will you cope up with syllabus"
And the loads of work making me so so tired..
I am just done.. not got even a day break..
As soon as the icse cancelled our exams they told new batch starts from tomorrow..I had prepared a lot for boards and it got cancelled..I need a break from all of this yarr..and yess I have my first test on Sunday I don't know what to do..and my parents are also kind of forcing me into this all.. science never seemed interdiction to me but I never got commerce as an option..
I feel tired, demotivated and just not at all good...
Waking up now with that thought that I need to attend classes from that pre recorded classes of that boring teachers spoiles my mood first thing in the morning..I am donne
I am just feeling to cry..
I can't reach out to my parents because they to just have one opinion..usko Krna nahi hai issliye drama hai ye sab..
I don't know what to do about it and I seriously don't see my future as a doctor in white coat.. then why everyone is forcing me into it..
I can't change..no option
Have talked to my parents 1000 times but it's like do or die
I have tried every possible thing..
Or agar first attempt me neet clear nhi hua to padhai khtm..just study till that
I am just crying and crying 😭😭😭😭



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