From his perspective:
And it was her green eyes that led the conversation. Her lips seemed to move but the stories that were trickling down her cheeks told me more about what she had felt than words ever could. Those green eyes were a glimpse into another world, and it was then when I realized what I had done. She loved me and I broke her and she still loves me and I am done with her.

Poetry

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3am Thoughts

Why do people always forget my existence. They sometimes make me feel like i am a ghost.

I donno what you call this feeling, my frnd is getting engaged and we were having a conversation about the engagement and she was again n again telling me that my time will also come like she was feeling sad for me. But I wasn't now i feel odd coz all frnds are getting married and settling in life.
Since i broke up with my guy a year back i haven't gone out much all frnds have parted ways in diff city or married or making a career. I don even have some out to go out.

Make me feel pathetic, like how does life even matter to me how.
I try so hard to put all this behind but i cant, i cant it takes a lot of effort and one mention to all these things and they bring back the sad part in me.

Im clueless.

Hope

Sobbing under my blanket.
Thank you for taking time to listen to me. I feel lonely, misunderstood, unloved, unwanted. I am a selective person in making friends and because of a few betrayal in my friendships 
I have developed serious trust issues. My roommate only and only exploited my kindness, goodness and shook my mental sanity. My closest friend gossiped about me several times in a very cruel way and I can't get over these 2 things. Now I feel I can't open up to anyone and no one really cares about me. I have literally no one who can listen to me, care enough to understand me. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just don't find life worth living 

Lonely

Tell me something i don't know. Tell me something you think I would like to know. Tell me who you think I am. Tell me what kind of a person I was. Tell me what kind of a person I am. Tell me what kind of person I am becoming. Tell me everything i don't know. Let me, let me know..who I am.

So not being self obsessed but people say I am pretty and cute but i don't see myself as much as they say. I don't think i look that good and get insecure about myself 

Insecurity

Okay rant time...i dated my bestf. Not a good descision, felt good at the time. My bestf is the perfect guy one can have in a life. But with perfection comes some bad traits and they were okay when we were bestf tbh but in a relationship ig it went to another level. Getting jealous of each and every thing, each and every human being...

i am the person you doesn't get in a rltn but I got in one with him because I felt like it would work because it's him...and when you haven't been in a rltn you have the experience of what it's like to be free..what it's like to flirt with diff people without feeling concerned...but suddenly it all just when to why you talking to him why he texting why he sent a heart emoji...this thing really got in my head and so i broke up. (Just a month after rltn) i mean it's better to broke up early right than stretching it out and waiting for the friendship to end. I can't do that. 

Now as we're bestf it doesn't feel the same...i can't tell him about any guy because he'll get jealous. Whenever he tells me about a girl, i feel weird not weird but like oh you've a girl type thingy goes in my head. Idk I DON'T KNOW 

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