Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

From being in the top 3 , today I am just idk a failure ? I just checked my mock tests results, I’m in the bottom 3 among 119 students that gave the test . I don’t know how I feel about this exactly, I wanna cry and I wanna cry so badly but what would that change ? How can I process something like this , it just so feels bad but I still don’t feel the motivation to study . I just feel so upset .