Friend called me to meet after long time, when I was about to start tried calling my friend just to inform that I'm boarding cab, no response then texted in instagram still no response and not seen too, tonight I saw my friend posted couple pictures clicked on Instagram, idk the reason but my friend's ghosting without any reason. Not sure what to do regarding this.

Confusion

Don’t worry, it’s not your fault. I’m really not good with animals.

3am Thoughts

Day 157 of writing journal entries.

I had a good day today! Same drill as usual, anime, sleep, food, and a workout, but it was nice. Then I went to youth group and that was fun! I’ve met some really nice people there.

I overheard a strange situation at the neighbors though. I’m not sure what to think of it. In short, I heard a scream, man comes out and yells at his dog, and then drags it into the house aggressively. My thoughts are that the dog did something and then the man got wayyyy to mad at it. I hope the girl and the dog are both okay… I hear fighting from their house a lot.

Anyway, other than that scare, everything else went just fine! Hope everyone else is doing good to! ☺️

Personal Growth

Ok so
I shared that thing about my guy friend here..
So he is still ignoring me and I cannot get over his thoughts
As we go in same tuitions
I happen to meet him everyday
So basically he talks to everyone except me in whole tuitions
And today what happened was 
Like my tuitions have many students from class 9 to college students
And except mam no one talked to me..
Though my guy friend ignores me but now everyone is ignoring me
I feel left out...
They all were telling jokes and talking about someone using a different type of name...
All in the room knew it except me..
I have to go to that tuitions because my parents have forced me..
But I can't stay like that everyday..
I felt so lonely and left out

Battling old and new me

Adulting

To all the elders (son or daughter) in the home 🕊️🦋🧚
Hey Dude .....
Yes I know that you're having different kinds of responsibilities 🤗
But remember to take care of yourself
And lastly remember that you are not alone 💓🦋🦋
Lots of love 💕

Dreams

 Any she for blind conversation?

In saalo office walo ko Friday hi sare kaam yad ate hai.. jisse Saturday hum Ghar par chain se Naa baith sake. 😬 

Frustration

My best friend is a kinda difficult to deal wid. Like some part of me already knew but I was way too young to understand the extent. But now that I see it it's like I can't unsee it if? Our relationship is weird. ​It's like I'm always there for her... To help her when she need me but she's almost never there for me. And we just don't sync well. We have such different personalities and outlooks towards almost everything and now we can rarely be alone together. Like before we cld bit now it superr awkward. But also all my other friends are associated wid her. And I can't expect them to just leave either her or me. And I'm not saying I'm the nicest person in the world or anything. I too can be toxic sometimes, I accept. But sometimes her constant judgement and excluded me gets a little much. Idkk wat to do

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