Four words
I called her Mahi 
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  ©Mubashir Rehman Pedhar



Crush

Ever loved someone so much that there's no more love left to fall in love again? It's been 3 years since my last relationship ended. But I know I'm stuck in my past though he has moved on & happy with his new married life. Tried dating again but I feel empty..... I struggle to see the meaning of 'life'. My friends see me laughing with them but can't see the real me. I can't talk to my parents cause they'll blame themselves for the decision they made for me. I'm surrounded with people but I have no one to talk too.. It scares me that I'm giving up......


Depression

Guys how to study when you don't have any interest, motivation and you still want to achieve great marks?

Education

I m in pain... 

Anxiety

So story continue(she dumped me last year,for some reasons) .. i went to meet my ex who said want me to give each other second chance. Everything thing was good and suddenly one day she said “i am in a relationship with someone else,please try to move on”. So I distant myself . Few days later i went to meet her again. To say my final goodbye to say i love u i will miss u but i wont meet her again ever. We talked for 2 hours. She was listening,and said that i dont have anyone in my life.i didnt reply anything to it but i said its okkay but i think i need to block you not to hurt you but that i dont hurt myself and i blocked her in front of her . I could see genuine tears in her eyes when i said “its okay we were destined,but make urself proud,ur family proud take care of ur brothers and sisters, find a good person and marry him”. She watched me leave with tears in her eyes. 
Deep down i know she is the best person i could have had,but i dont know about her. I need to discuss what she might be thinking whats she is feeling. 

3am Thoughts

Let's see..

Narcissism

Why ppl just dissappear without telling what's wrong it happened twice even when I'm being nice to them like is something wrong with me why everyone is particularly ghosting me whether it's someone known or a total stranger it's pretty tiring. I hate myself now all thanx to ppl who made me doubt myself by their actions proving that I'm not worthy of anything

Frustration

Those moment where you are just sitting there, not able to motivate yourself for anything.

Lonely

So I recently started having a crush on someone I met. Not here or any online platform in real life. 
And tbh it's like I am having a crush on someone after a long time. Like last I remember I had a proper crush on someone was in mid 2019. After that now it's this girl. Also usually whenever I have a crush I know that it's not possible for me to approach and/or turn it into a relationship since this has never happened and will not happen. I am usually just happy talking to them and knowing about them. Call it stupid but it is what it is. 
But the thing is this time what's happening to me is that I am having weird intimate thoughts about my crush and this does not feel right to me. I never think about my crushes in this way. And I am hating myself for this. 

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