Four words
I called her Mahi 
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  ©Mubashir Rehman Pedhar



Crush

Yeh saala dukh kaahe khtm nhi hota be....😭😭😭😭

I don't understand why I feel so alone in my own home, surrounded by my family. It's as if I'm invisible, unwanted within my own family. Especially my husband. I really need your help to get through this.

Anxiety

I just find very hard to people about how I feel.i don't know why but I can't even tell my opinion to my parents.


Social Anxiety

IDK why i’m crying at the middle of this night? Mood swings suck!

3am Thoughts

Its now Summer in our country 
The heat of it makes me more angrier in no reason I just so pissed easily this days 

Hi, I really hope you are all well.
I'm just really...I don't really know, sad I guess. I have a bestie, super close. I am M, she is F. We are both 18. We know pretty much everything about the other. Long story short, she said she had a crush on me, made me realise I have one on her. Next day she comes and retracts all statements. I am torn apart by this. Recently it has felt that she has been very push and pull with me. Sometimes we are talking easily as we always do, making jokes and what not, sending selfies. But then she will take no interest in me, pull away, one word replies. She says she wants to focus on exams and not socialise, but she does so much, and it hurts so much. We use to hang out alot, but after that came out, it feels like she puts no effort into physically seeing each other. We used to do 1 long video call a week, now they are so rare. I feel like she is messing with my emotions. She says I have more of her heart than anyone ever has, that she trusts me more than anyone, in 2 years we're hoping to be roomies at university. But then she makes me feel so unwanted. I feel I am putting in so much effort but she is putting in so little. I want to confront her, but I'm scared she will pin it on me or I am forcing something. I just want my best friend back. If we get into a relationship, cool, if we don't, cool. I just want to know I can trust her, but it doesn't feel like it. I really want to see and talk to her, I have made efforts offering study help, but she says no and says she will study with others. We were super close, I promise, I did shoots with her as a model, we had sleep overs, spend many hours just chilling, talking. We shared so much about ourselves with each other. Her bf treated her bad, and she has recently broken up with him. I hope it helps her, and maybe be more open with me, like we were. I want to take comfort in talking to her and not have to come to a website with tears down my face whilst she had once again decided to do anything but study with her other friends. I miss my friend, im trying to fight for her back, but it feels like she doesn't want it. I care for her, and want her back to herself. 

I apologise if this is a bit long, but thank you to all who read it. It feels good getting it out

Friends

*Life will become much easier when we will finally understand which hands to SHAKE and which ones to **HOLD**😉*

Life

    Poets 
We don't talk,
our words talk,
we can lock,
but never stop ,
We the poets, convert
the Loneliness world into
Colourful lights
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