For you ✨✨✨✨

Heyyyyyy
You are worth more than mixed signals
or bad communication...if someone isn't treating you right
you should let them go.. because you are too good to be someone's second choice or an option...it might hurt alot to let someone go who means world to you but its going to hurt you every second of your life to be with someone who isn't going to value you ever in life... don't try to fix someone while you are breaking your own heart..Let them go and choose to be with you this time .. you got this . take care of yourself and please don't ever think you are alone in this journey...💚💚💚💙💙

- Queen 👑

i hope aap inke peechd ke words ko apply kar sake

This is so sweet of you to post this🌸 

Esa lgta h ye mere liye hi likha gya h 😦

Mental Wellbeing

At LAst NOBODY'S there .. NOBODY caressss

Depression

Don't do something permanently stupid because you are temporarily upset. Read this somewhere , only thing that's getting me through right now 

Mental Health

How to tell them(my bf) it's rude without fighting... Like he said something about my parents but I just wanna make him understand that I find it rude... 
He just says sorry and repeat that shit again..

Anger Issues

I feel like my family never understands me and will never listen to me with an open-mind, but they just keep pretending they know me… They don’t believe in me but they keep pretending they do and when I tell them its ok if you don’t believe in me, if you ever feel the need to test me on anything Im fine with it, they say Im scolding them that they won’t believe in me. 

Frustration

Its crazy how nothing bothers me anymore, m getting selfish, i wanna leave this fucking house...., m not emotionally attached to any people...this is all scary

3am Thoughts


I don't feel good about this, so I just want to let this my chest off. 
It's long, but there is so much inside. Its all a confusion lol. No, I think I am mad.
*sighs*
Okay so, I don't feel like talking to anyone, I don't even talk much so I don't even have any friend, the people I met must be thinking me as egoistic, rude etc., even when they thought me as cute lol. Some people do want to talk to me, but I don't, I just disappointed them:/ 
I do want to talk sometimes, just blabber things that I do with my brother and he listens too lol, coz all others are just judgy and Don't value. 
But I feel as a human I must socialize I should have friends, do hang out but I dont want idk how weird I am damn. I just want to stay alone, and I dont like this uk why I am even living then.
I never feel connection uk. Back then when I tried to talk and those judgy eyes and avoidance I got broke my heart and it went so deep, I dont want anyone now, even though I do need. 
As a human don't I deserve this? 
Idk what's wrong with me? When I see everyone want friends but I dont. 

People in past were not good to me, was just to take advantage, I was bad with some too by not helping, I wasn't their friend I feelbad about it, so I distanced with all.
But It's always been with me that I don't want to live I just want to vanish from this world but it never happened lol and I am still alive😔. I am so toxic and negative. And this mind is even stopped working now uk I dont even have any worry about my career till date when the unexpected people were got placed and me shocked everyone how I didn't got placed lol. I dont even want to work, even I should. I am not good person I just to vanish, I don't deserve anything uk. I failed at every relation.😔  Well I am must be looking idiot now. 
That's all for now. 
I appreciate you listener if you read it and reached till here. 
Good day/evening/night💛

After 4 months of break up but it seems long journey 

To forget her I started to learn core skills to distract her. Her memory distracted me haunted me but today i got my dream job after fighting so long 

Yes miracles do happens just believe in it

Is going to the state where you are getting a job is worth it or staying with parents and no job in hand since three months and not able to find a job.,,worth? My parents are alone and no one to care of. So I came back leaving my job. My dad goes to office everyday. I’m just getting slight irritated as I am not getting job and I’m 26 year old girl. Sometimes I regret leaving my previous job where I was satisfied atleast. But the fact that my parents will be alone here also worries me. I care for my parents that’s why I left and came back but being in this desperate state  is killing me from inside and making me sad. 

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