For the past few years I've been having a really hard time with my friendships and when I've finally got a chance to meet new people idk but I've  unconsciously created a wall which I don't know how to overcome :)
Its just makes me feel its me who's the problem. 

Anxiety

So i started liking someone thru texting ...😹"silly me" btw ...i dated him for 1yr ...☺️"we called it love by the time" and then i brokup with him ...but after that too in 2yrs ...still he wants me back !!😌what should I do ?

Love

People self harm to have a control over their chaotic internal emotions. By harming themselves,they distract themselves from constantly thinking of a trauma and focus their attention on the pain of the cut. 

Mental Health

What really hurts is getting attached to the wrong person, so I hope that the people you talk to are those who are worth the effort and risk. And if there’s anyone who went through a hard time because of someone, I get you. It happened to me and till this day it continues to make an impact on how I feel, but what comforts me is that what is meant for you will find it’s way to you someday. I have this thought in my head which goes, if you fell this hard and did so much for the wrong one, imagine how good it shall be with the right one. Brings me comfort for some reason. I learnt recently that it’s okay to miss people and the memories you made with them, but you don’t necessarily have to welcome the bad peeps from your past again into your life. It’s okay if you miss certain people, but ask yourself whether you choose to evolve, or repeat.
The choice is ours, so let’s make the right one <3


Mental Wellbeing

Mehhh




Boyfriend

I just really want a hug. I’ve wanted one for a while now, actually. I just want someone to wrap their arms around me and tell me that it’s gonna be okay. I want their embrace to be one that I find safety in, one that I can cry into. A long hug that makes you feel okay again. I want them to run their fingers through my hair and rub circles onto my back. I want them to hold me until I let go. I want so badly just to hug someone right now. I can't help feeling like a burden like no one cares, that I'm just gonna be left by everyone I meet, that I don't matter. I just want to feel okay again. It’s like my body isn’t mine anymore. All of my memories and experiences don’t feel like they’re mine, I feel like an imposter living my life. Like I’m watching through a screen. I’ve been so detached from everything but then small things pull me back but then I’ve pushed away again, like waves. I always compare my mental health to water, for some reason. It’s always calm waters or a current so rough you’ll drown at the thought of venturing in. Drowning. I’m drowning. The gasps of air I get are far and few between, and it’s not enough anymore. I suppose the way I’ve learned to cope is to shut down or force myself to forget mass amounts of my life. All of my memories are fuzzy now, it takes so much work to remember the simplest things even if they happened only a month ago. I’m sorry. 
I literally cause every damn problem I wish I just kept my mouth shut. 

Body Dysmorphia

i think i’m slowly falling back into depression again 

3am Thoughts

Koi ayega baat krney  .. Ya mai jau 🙃

Emotional Abuse

Confused 😕

Whenever I like a guy...I make efforts to build a relationship....but as soon as I get the vibes from the guy that he is starting to like me back....I just back off....I change the route of all the coversations....

If this is how its gonna work then I will stay single forever....😬😬😬
How do I change what's going on !!!!

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