For the ones who feel out of hope today: 
'baatein yeh kabhi na tu bhul na
koi tere khaatir hai jee raha'
There is somebody out there who wishes to be loved and held just the way you do, who is going through the same hell as you and who also feels as lonely as you feel now. Just hang in there my dearie, there is light out there. Some day both of u will hug each other and cry out your loneliness in the form of the drops that burden the eyes, and you will wonder how you missed out on this for so long and then you will remember your loneliness as one remembers a dream. Have hope. I love you. Love and warmest hugs

Omg bengali manush jon, I thought ekhane bangali kau k pabo e na lol

Fun fact- only bengalis have commented under this post @sudiptaaaa

Kya ho gaya? Tele pe no reply, meet pe nehi aaye, kya ho gaya?

that is why i was here, to message you 2 days ago so that i can get in contact with you in meet.

Hain??? Kya bol raahe hai aap? I texted you on telegram, koi jawab nehi aaya. Hua kya?

Heyyyy!!! Long time no see!! 
And warmest hugs to you too!!


hey. Sansthita. how are you doing today?


Life

I have my ex birthday on this Saturday and I’m really not sure should I wish him or not. it’s been six months of our break up and it was like almost 5years of relationship so ,We have been kind of family to each other . And I want him to move on and I don’t want him back but he has been important part of my life. 

Confusion

Is 80% in class 12 a bad score?

Exam

What if I’m wasting my life 

3am Thoughts

Why people are so involved and eager to know about other's life ... Don't they feel like an intruder ...are they okay when somebody else does that to them ?

Just venting my mind here, I can't take it anymore(actually this head).


Regretsssssss, all just regrets
One is...
I got no one along with me ever, or I don't know if I distanced myself from them or people left me ignored, like I don't exist or exist to take advantage of or make fun of or idk why even I sent to this planet.
There is so much in head now, like whyyyyyyyy it just happened to me only, its a most important and the best memorable phase of eveyone's life, but not for me. Feeling what a shit life I lived and I am two person one is what my heart wants and know what is good and the completely opposite of me, my enemy mind which messed up everything and trapped me in negative overthinking loop, don't let me do the things good for me nor did. I regret everything, I did nothing in my life, trapped with wrong thinking, still I am, just realised but can't find a way to get out of this, it seems everything  is ended now. It's all finished.
And Idk how to deal with this one thing out of it, I am so antisocial or idk what. I can't talk to people like anyone. I don't feel comfortable to talk to them, so I was left always. 
**Afraid of people's judgement, got judged always** stopped talking to everyone, now just living like ghost that noone knows what I am doing, what I did these whole years, grew apart from everyone alone. 
So just became aware of my nature that I don't even talk to the classmates like literally from whole this year I am in contact with no one, when they all were somehow in touch with each other talking, sharing, playing, learning, grew together and I am here, same where I was a year ago, my college life is ending in just two days dammnnnnn, sab khatam even before starting anything, or me abhi jagi 😔. You know what people think of me now, the one who don't talk to anyone and is selfish which I am really not, I didn't called or text anyone for anything, I know koi help karta bhi nahi And wait kyu karu me baat jab meko hamesha chhod dete the tab? I was always cheerful and good to be with par hmesha ek jaise nahi hote na nahi accha lagta kuch pata nhi kyu toh tab ignore kar dene ka? or ab kyu bolu ha?🤷‍♀like why even I do ha? like why? And you people just act like it's not them it's me ha, like wow, great. I was there when I could help. Whatever wo sab thodi yaad hoga what you were doing. Only I know how I suffered when no one was really around while many around but not with me. Hate it, Is this a human life like literally what a f... Kya tha ye? I feel I was just sleeping all my life with open eyes and moving body. Kuch nahi kiya, kya memories leke rahu me ab? Or just continue live alone by myself so that no one can see my mess.
Damn it, It's my Birthday in few minutes...pata hi nhi chala kab ye date aa gyi and I am feeling hmm toh? Kuch feel hi nhi ho rha yr, kaha se kaha aa gayi me😪😴 
If you reading this till now, I appreciate you stranger for your patience!! Good day/ night🙂✨

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Affirmations

What would you choose?
Person who loves you but you dont love them or person you love but they don't love you back..

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