yourempathfren @vssishere
For the last few years, I’m just losing people. I lost all of my close friends, they just simply walked out of my life or cut off. I’m detached from my family already, haven’t been in any relationship for the last 7 years.
Everytime I was close to being in love, it ended up in being abandoned and I was treated like shit.
I do have online friends to talk to, but I don’t have any irls, someone I could rely on, meet or hug or spend time with. Even the few irls I had probably don’t seem to be as close to me as I feel they are.
Even the ones that I still have in my life just don’t care enough or give a fuck about me. I’m the last one to be considered, plans with me are forgotten easily, I’ve never been appreciated, neither been acknowledged nor assured about how they feel about me.
Most of the times it feels like everyone talking to me is doing a favour only and I find it hard to trust people now.
I want to have real friendships, like we see the “goals”, hanging out together, spending time, making memories, travelling and doing all the warm things together, making pacts or bucket lists. I want to be loved too and I feel like I’ll never find love, ever.
TLDR : Everyone I’ve trusted or been close to has literally disappointed me in every possible way. I’ve never been someone’s priority
Even i want that ! but i just dont wanna leave my home, i dont know what is wrong with me.
yourempathfren @vssishere
I can totally relate. The thing is, nothing’s wrong with you :) It’s just that we’re bound and we overthink sometimes and this is our involuntary mental reflex to save more drainage of our sanity and mental peace. You can get in touch if you feel like talking about it.
but there are a lot more things in my case, for what i became now. i was not this, and this thinking haunts me.
Trust me a good friendship can change everything. I totally understand you, even I felt the exact same thing and completely understand how it feels to be the last resort.
yourempathfren @vssishere
Exactly! That’s the whole point I tried to emphasize on. One genuine bond or friendship or relationship can turn people’s life around. How did you come out of it?Thankyou for your support :)
Janmesh @janmesh
Umm don’t get me wrong but you can go to some dating sites open an account and look for good friends. you can get some interesting friends near you:)
If you need a friend to talk you can ping me on sc/ig both my ids are on my profile! i can assure you that i can be a good friend when it comes to listening and talking!
hey, i think your the most strongest person i have ever texted because you were alone in all the situation in your life isn’t that great you can face any obstacles in your life that is really awesome and speaking about friendship,relationship, those things are bullshit da work on yourself be busy in your work find happiness in your work build yourself you will see all the good things coming to you, love you😘
yourempathfren @vssishere
Thankyou for all these kinf words :') It really does mean a lot to me! I hope things get better and all the love right back at you :)
Pamper yourself to the max, you deserve it soooo much. That’s how I came out of it, and if you really need a friend to talk to let me know 😊
