For seven years, I have put up my joyful façade. I am so tired of myself, I cannot make myself happy and satisfied. There is always a self doubt, self depreciation; it is as if I have fallen out of myself. 




Be positive, dont let the darkness consume you, think it as a phase of life which will pass and all those normal and happy days will come

Anxiety

wtf, i became immature after coming to this app

3am Thoughts

And this is when the feeling sinks in
I don't wanna miss you like this
Come back, be here

Movies

I don't even know anyone here by person but idk why am feeling sad for someone's break-up and troubles here 

Confusion

Today while parking my car (it's quite slippery due to ice) I scratched a bumper of a car next to me. I would normally always inform the owner in such cases, but there was no real damage, only a scratch. So I thought "I wouldn't even care myself if I found something like that on my car". Later in the evening one of my neighbours approached me and mentioned seeing that, so I had to pretend not noticing it because of supposedly looking in the rear view mirror at that moment. So the whole thing is quote embarrassing firstly because I didn't bother to let the owner of that car know (even though I obviously should have) and secondly because I had to pretend (like a complete idiot) that I didn't even notice it happened.

Frustration

I joined this app a week ago.

Intro

Had a breakup nearly a month ago. Argued with my friends. Life forced me to be on myself. Not sure who I should go to.

Lonely

when they ask you how you're feeling 😩😩 when they check if you ate today 😩😩 when they actually care 😩😩

Where are the poets and poetry of this app? Is it just me or anyone else is missing them? 

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