For everyone who has been hurt by fake friends: f*** fake friends we don't need them. The only thing they are good for, is leaving. 
Practice self love guys. Don't let anyone eat your mental peace. 

You can listen to the whole song too. It's called fff, by bebe. A must for anyone who's going through or had gone through a toxic friendship.

Self Love

Don't massage fake people 🌍

Anger Issues

This is my first time posting something here but

I crated a group of friends about 3 years ago and we hand out and play sports together sometimes. For the past months, they've been cutting me off often and didn't tell me about a reunion for the sports group that we made together. One of them just added me inside an Instagram group for a meetup for 6 people, and removed me 2 hours ago probably since they had to put in a 6th person,. and I guess I wasn't really the priority. Honestly, I'm not even really angry, I just want to know what I'm doing wrong. I just want to know if its me cause I can change, but I don't even know. Should I talk to one of them about it, but I'm worried that if I do, I'll just stand out more and they'll use that I'm a weirdo to not include me. I'm a senior in high school if that helps out at all. 

Friends

So my friends are planning a nightout but tbh i feel like dont vibe with them anymore...idk..maybe becoz of my ex in the grp and also i had a fight with one of them and now we dont talk....i just dont vibe with them anymoree....so i said i've got other plans and wont be coming....but obviously i got nothing else to do...probably im gonna feel lonely all alone  but idk im not sad....i would just log out from my instagram cause i dont wanna see any stories.....huh what do i do huhhhh....suggest me some series lol


Teenagers

I do not know why its going on with me but ya its happening actually matter is that we are four friends and it has been almost 10 years, so bond is too strong . If anyone out of us gonna to shopping , travelling etc. so we squad go there together even most of the time when I confuse , I go to them and try to figure it out with the help of them but here I can't go to them actually my friends preparing for the civil services and high services exams . Here they are too intelligent and I'm not or I'm intelligent and they are not nothing like that even we squad are too close with study even our life is going to around the study and  love to  do hard work for it and this is the main reason we don't have any other friends circle except our squad because we are similar almost in nature  .They are preparing for the high services exams like civil services etc. but I'm preparing for the assistant professor however, our aim is common to serve our services towards our nation and try hard to improve it . I am happy for them and wish to see them in their desire post but at the same point I scare about that after they get their desire post they will change towards me and I'll feel as a looser in front of them at that point of time so I decided to prepare for the same exams simultaneously with my own preparation  because I feel that I can do hard work . It's not jealousy but can't tell you what is that? but confuse about it or may be you can say it insecurity. Actually main point is that we are similar in nature but I'm little bit unique among us I do study hard but simultaneously like to scroll on Instagram, making reels on it , chatting with friends on social sites  etc. We are same in nature and even  objective are same  but not in personal life, they three at the one side and I'm on the other side but we are good friends .. So Should I go for the same exam just for my insecurities ? but tell you I'm confident that I can prepare for this kind of exams or Should go for my happiness like as a lecturer, serve my service towards nation and live happy with other activities apart from study which I told you above in this para .? again I tell you Guyz its not the jealousy but don't know what is that?
If you know what is that or understand what I feel about this situation so comment and write your opinion here.

Confusion

Recently I have lost a lot of friendships. I feel like a terrible friend. I feel like I’m a bad person. I asked one of my closet friends if I was a bad friend, and he said yes a little. Imagine the one person you count on to make you feel better, ends up saying things that would hurt the most. Now I’m left with no friends and I just feel like I mess everything up. Have had suicidal thoughts a lot of times

Anxiety

I feel like I have lost my skill to connect with people. Like i dont have much to offer now in terms of personality and it makes me insecure and not be confident. 

Frustration

Imagination is so beautiful ya

Happy

What do you go against lonliness? 

I've thought about my life when it hit me. There's no one really consistent in my life. My friends aren't really good friends. I'm not my best friend's best friend. College friends seem temporary. No old friends from school left. No one thinks of me first when something exciting happens. No love interests, just rejections and retreats. It feels like I'm alone in this world with 8 billion people.

I just want to share my life with friends or a partner. 
But I can't find anyone who wants to stay.  

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts