For around 4 years I was friends with this guy, half way I started liking him and he started disrespecting me. I loved him alot but I went no contact on him out of no where, after expressing my discomfort over the disrespect several times. Its been around 1 and a half year since the no contact I still miss him. I’m surrounded by fake friends everywhere, I feel lonely, I miss him cause I would tell him everything. How do I get over this loneliness. I don’t want to engage with anyone else .