For all I know, maybe everyone is screaming as they go through life, silently.

🤭 I should have said that. Why was I polite to you instead? 

Yeah, you will say that because I stopped you from making a fool of myself. Can we not repeat this? 

Oh.. so its not you who commented an irrelevant remark on my post anonymously only after I told you we are better not having a conversation. My deepest apologies. 

I'd have to live with that I guess. You know our neural pathways dont really change, so most of our behaviour doesnt as well. I didnt like people being disrespectful and I wouldnt appreciate it in the future too. Thanks for the heads up. Peace

3am Thoughts

For something new to begin, the previous needs to end. 

Adulting

I feel unbelievably alone. No matter how hard I try no one new wants to join my life. No one likes me or understands me. I’m introverted and isolated with no one to talk to. Don’t have a therapist anymore. Social anxiety and depression. Very severe Harm OCD and I just don’t know what to do. I developed a self harm addiction. I have an eating disorder. I just want one good person in my life who fully understands and accepts me and my decisions. Why am I so lonely. Why am I so numb. 

Depression

Feels like theres nothing right going on in my life, theres full chaos.

Life

[an update no one asked for]
I finished the task that made me feel so anxious and overwhelmed. I feel happy and productive :) ~

Productivity

I'm really lost there's no light to guide me .
It's like a dark miserable hell that I can't escape.
Therlse days I feel like I will disappear without any one noticing.
Foor others I'm just doing my work and living.
But for me everyday is like a burden to live with put on  that happy face mask .
I really want to survive but I can't survive by my own .
I really need therapy but I can't afford it . 
So plz is there anyone that can help plz .
Plz i really need help.
Or just be a friend so I can talk to without wearing any mask.
Plz i don't want to live like this .
Plz someone anyone plz help .


Anxiety

Energetic 

Climate Change

I want to end it. I’m sorry I can’t do it anymore. I just can’t.

I feel so lonely these days. I don't have anyone (trustworthy) to share my thoughts to. I don't know what is happening with me currently..I was a bubbly person who was always smiling n making others laugh and now I just became the opposite I have no interest in anything..I don't like going out. I wanna be alone but always I want someone to be by my side always. I'm 18 and when I think about what's what's happening I just feel like I'm still young and not supposed to feel like this..they're are people out there with lot of other bigger problems and I'm crying about my tiny problem and I feel like I'm crazy for feeling like this. I just want peace in my life 

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