Food makes me happy. Faasos bhuna chicken wrap is to die for , the thing that made my day.

Food makes me happy too! And I believe food can make everyone happy!! I really feel like having cheesecake, it’s officially my favourite dessert

Happy

Just feeling that I have lost everything..Deep pain in me,.Missing my mom badly, without her I feel I am nothing..I am feeling like to leave everything, every relationship and want hide my self want to gawaar away where no body knows me..Just want get lost somewhere.😣

I feel like i wanna date someone ,  And I recently had a breakup , few shattered pasts. But i feel like i deserve a person . Even if we don’t get in a relationship its okay , i just wanna have female friends ( ps : im not turning this into a dating site)

Friends

It's been 5 months since she left, but i still stalk her, i still see her last seen.I don't know why i m doing this till now, maybe cause I care about her too much, but i want to to stop doing it, i really want to move on now cause I m really tired of this pain and suffering of heartbreak.
Wherever I go i search for her, i have forgotten how to enjoy life....
Im never present at the moment I m always lost in the memories...
I can't say it to anyone so I let it all out here.

Life

Is it all India friends here?

Adulting

Why am I getting sudden flashbacks of my childhood?
 rn I don't remember anything or let's say much about my life before I was 12 and now suddenly I'm getting flashbacks and dreams ?.
weird enough?

Dreams

Stressed and bored

Exhausted

Since my childhood, I am not able to do what I want always done what my parents want even in my studies, what dress I wear almost everything. 
When I was in high school my dream was to become a teacher but mom being a teacher she was not supporting me to choose that profession. For my undergraduate, they forced me to choose either medical or engineering. In that, I chose civil engineering. Till now I don't know why I chose that. After my undergraduate, I worked in the same field, but I am not able to work always feel sad and stressed so my body started to react as I started to get fever continuously. So after crying and talking a lot to my parents, I decided to quit the job. During my Undergraduate, I caught my eyes on environmental engineering and I decided to do my PG on that. Actually now I am enjoying it. So I decided to continue my career in that. When I told about these they are forcing me to get a government job. I want to work in the environmental field and also not interested in desk jobs. I tried to convince them but they are making me emotionally weak. During my free time, I help others in their studies, which I like but my parents get angry when I teach someone as I am wasting time and not using that time for preparation for govt exam. I feel so stressed.
Always want to break this cocoon but their emotional blackmailing making me weak and weaker day by day. Whenever I try to express what I want they always tell me we have given you all that you want. Hearing this makes me even worse. 
Never allow doing things myself . They always keep me in their hands. When I tell them I want to go out, they tell me it's not safe and be with them only. So even doing small things nowadays like shopping, travel.... makes me nervous.
In addition to all that they are forcing me to get married which I am not ready and not interested in.

Frustration

How to not get attached to a person but keep things normal and casual..???

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