Fluffy ate the icing of his cake. Omggggg! That's so amazing! I hope he doesn't loses one life points hahahaha

Pets

A lot has gone wrong in my life lately. Death in the family, financial issues, stress from isolation. But nothing compares to the latest - my dog is probably dying. I've spent almost every moment of her life with her. We're bonded in a way most can't even fathom. I've dealt with depression and anxiety my whole life and she's the only thing that brings me true joy. And I'm losing her.

Im honestly not sure I can survive this. Thank you for taking the time to hear my words. I just keep shouting them into the void hoping some miracle will save my dog or someone can help me cope but I know it's useless. Helps a little to be heard though ❤️

Loss

I  see pets and feel sorry for them

Life

Why is Life so Unfair? Why doesn't one get what one deserves or desires? Doesn't one deserve  respect as a living being? Why are people so mean, self-centered and judgmental ?


My friend lost her pet because of infection in the uterus. For both mother and daughter, it became very difficult to cope up with life. They adopted another pet to get back on track. At times, I feel people and pets are so replaceable. 

Other

Life is always been unfair to me

3am Thoughts

<< People are evils. There is no humanity, only people who try in vain to reach it >>

March 26, 2024
10:38 PM 
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I would like to start by saying I felt something different today in my life or I shall say in my body but before I start typing about this I would like to fill in you with the incident which made me feel this. 

Incident - Today on March 26, my baby doggo passed away due to a mega esophagus which is an incurable disease. He was a playful dog but ended up on his deathbed with severe depression. 

Cut to - so I was saying, last night ( march 25th ) I wasn’t able to sleep. Wasn’t able to close my eyes and relax for a while because I had an intuition of something wrong happening. However, I was aware enough about my dog’s health deteriorating day by day. I’ll say it was my intuition which made me strong enough to stand still there like a rock. 

In the morning ( march 26th), I received a call from my sister in a very trembling voice which made it clear that something had happened. All she said was “Turn on your net mom is trying to connect with you.” 
I’ll say somewhere in my heart I was prepared for the worst and knew something bad would happen. I turned on my net and saw 3 miscalls of my mom which made it clear that he (my dog ) had given up. I called my mom and asked her what was wrong. She said, “ Romeo isn’t doing great we are putting him down. “
I was supposed to feel something when she said but the acceptance ratio of my body and my brain had increased to such a level that it simply accepted it without saying anything. 
Four of us came on a video where we were supposed to say goodbye to my baby and I still couldn’t shed a single tear because I couldn’t feel anything or maybe I was too prepared for it. 
This day taught my how much of an unfeeling and fundamentally cold person I am. // 

My dad gave away my dog to somebody and he won't tell me who. I looked for it everywhere and even had a fight with my father but he just wouldn't tell me. It's not fair and I can't do anything about it.

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