Fleeting as life appears to be
It looks more like a stagnant water
Frozen yet melting, calm yet screaming. 

3am Thoughts

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All I want is to sleep right now but I have got alot of due assignments. 

Hustle

Fell like giving up
No one to talk to 
No one to tell how i feel
Feeling alone
No one understands me
I've no friends
Just some fake people who don't even care
It just feels impossible
I hate this life

Lonely

What i really want i fear that I can’t get it in this generation because we are scared and insecure to leave our comfort zone. The world forces us to be who we don’t want to be it’s forces us to learn and adapt into a habit that we can’t break free of no matter how hard and how much effort we put. Life is so terrible to us growing up we are being lied to everyday being thought false facts that  we know are wrong but we can’t say anything because we don’t have a say in the world until we are fully grown adults that accepts life for what it truly is.  Our parents wants us to be successful but how can we be successful if we are not happy?  This generation is having the hardest battle of their life and that is to NOT COMMIT SUICIDE.  It’s the easiest way to get  out of this hell hole that we are forced to live in. We dream of a place where everyone has  endless compassion  in their hearts , where a smile isn’t forced and a laughter  is just the beginning to another and so on .  We are tired of crying every night underneath these sheets and pillows hoping and praying that someone will come along to help us  or maybe our parents will show us the love we truly long for over the hard cold sleepless years.  Life is  a great gift that is deserved to be lived the best  way possible but in a world like this it’s not a option.        * Show us love before it’s too late* help us and guide us that’s all we ask*. We are tired of the struggling and drama WE JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY. 

Mental Health

I am so confused about  what  should  I  do should  I  study  or start a job simultaneously.....
I  am pursuing llb with  cs and job with  this  would  be  tough  but I want to be independent  I don't  want  to  bother  my dad for my personal  expenses like clothes  , books etc  as I have 2 younger  sister  pursuing  NEET....Their expenses are  very  high  I just want  to  help  but it would  effect  my  studies...
And on other  side I would  study  till 24 I don't  want  my father  to  be burdened by my expenses  till 24.....But the jobs I am getting  is Receptionist,  Telecaller,Data entry and Sales Person  is this going  to  help me to develop  any skill....
My father  doesn't  want  me  to  do any job but I want to do it ...
I am so confused  should  I  do  it....? I have exams in September  and  December ...qnd I can't  find  a  genuine  jobs online  qnd my father won't  help  me  to  find one as he doesn't  want me  to it ...
I am so confused what should  I  do.....

Confusion

Love is the most useless thing one can ever simp on, try finding respect and peace and you'll start loving everything

Happy

I have been trying to make money via stock exchanges. Every time I try, I fail, still My concious mind says not in indulge into it. But each time, I just fall for it. This lockdown unleashed my addiction again and I am again, a loser. Everyday I make my mind as wont do intraday but still cant help. I tried mediation and being busy, but it doesnt help. Any suggestions ?

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