Finding comfort 
In sadness 
Is it wrong?
I don't know
Is it weird?
I don't know
Is it depression?
I don't know
Can i help it?
I don't know

Been here 
At this stage 
In the night
A few times
Don't wanna sleep
Don't wanna get consumed
By nothing, every night
Fight this feeling 
Sleep isn't really peace 
Sometimes,
But necessary
All the time
I hate it
I hate me
Together 
I feel incomplete 
Tomorrow isn't
What i look upto
Today
It's just a feeling. 

Yes...... searching for a comfort zone in your sad suitution is wrong......if you make it regular then.......a single happy suitution play major role in your life and it makes lot of mental struggle 

3am Thoughts

Sometimes it feels like why always me. But sometimes we think it all happens because something good is coming. But its always same. Nothing changes. We must just go on like this......😔

Dreams

Its ok if you are not ok.
Its ok if you cant talk in english.
Its ok if you are not confident enough.
Its ok if you dont feel loved now a days.
Its ok if you are not the fav of your parents.
Its ok if you are not vi.rgin.
Its ok if you chubby.
Its ok if you feel low and unloved sometimes.
Its ok if you are not settled yet in your life.
Just take care of yourself. I dont know you yet  but i will accept you in any case just be happy dont be insecure. I love you. 💕



-- your future husband.

Why can’t we normalise having multiple career interests? Why should someone stick to just one career their whole life? 

Work

gratitude testimony 101

To myself,
Dear me,

      I hope you read this post later.
I couldn’t say that I am not really “happy”. Life feels like a mixture of everything. sometimes I feel happy, sad, depressed, annoying, and everything. but at the end of the day, I am thankful for myself for being strong all these days.

  I thank myself for hoping to fight one last time to find the pleasure of success. I thank myself for never losing myself in the depth of failure. I thank myself for loving me unconditionally after having years of heartbreak and for never giving up on me. I thank myself for always choosing myself in the first place. I thank myself for accepting my flaws. 
and always remember that you are incredible no matter what!!! Never let yourself down. Never let any person come in your way. It’s okay- you failed right?? I know you have already failed a few times. yet you tried and failed. You just have to fight one more time.

You are older than me, wiser than me. You have gone through a lot more than me. Well, I have not experienced life better than you do. But always do remember this "life always gives you hard problems, your willpower is a lot harder than any problems". I hope you will accomplish your task. Be brave and strong as always.
And never....ever.....forget your dreams and wishes. I hope you made them true. 
yours awaiting,
younger you :)

Gratitude

My friend who i had feelings for (still have a bit), called me bhai and i told her to never call me bhai again because i am not her bhai. I've confessed my feelings to her earlier and she told me that she doesn't feel the same way for me. Isn't it a bit insensitive on her part to call me bhai when she knows exactly what i feel about her? You don't reciprocate, fine! but the least you can do is respect the other person's feelings. I did the right thing by telling her right?

Confusion

Sometimes all you want to do is go home. 

How is everybody feeling today? I’m here if you need to someone to speak to :) 

Motivation

Carnal apple, Woman filled, burning moon,
dark smell of seaweed, crush of mud and light,
what secret knowledge is clasped between your pillars?
What primal night does Man touch with his senses?
Ay, Love is a journey through waters and stars,
through suffocating air, sharp tempests of grain:
Love is a war of lightning,
and two bodies ruined by a single sweetness.
Kiss by kiss I cover your tiny infinity,
your margins, your rivers, your diminutive villages,
and a genital fire, transformed by delight,
slips through the narrow channels of blood
to precipitate a nocturnal carnation,
to be, and be nothing but light in the dark.

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