Finally… I left messaging him… It was like I was begging for love… He didn’t say a word… I tried many times to make up again…one day he would talk better and the next day he would be like I can’t tolerate… I don’t wanna ruin your life… I just can’t workout with the relationship… So finally after forcing him… I left messaging him today… I don’t know whether I did it right or not… Prr I was feeling like I beg to get what I deserve… I have done a lot for him …so much that he can’t imagine… I just asked him to take out 10 min to talk to me the entire day
…he couldn’t do that… I didn’t want to force him again for this… I was the one who was working to keep relationship going on… I compromised everything
…i surrendered my everything… Just for this??? I know it’s very difficult for me to live like this… I know I cant survive… But this would show me my worth… My intentions were always pure… I don’t want to lose him… Praying to God everyday… I can’t imagine without him… N he s sitting tension free… Roaming… Enjoying his life… I didn’t knew whather I have done right or wrong… But I knew that I can’t force him now… May God bless him with the eyes that should see whatever I ve done for him… N may God help me get back to him 🙏😔
Pankaj Kumar @crazyguy3495
It is difficult but you did right thing and now you need to recover yourself from this trama and keep working on yourself and make it better and i believe you will get someone who know your worth just make yourself better dear
You did the right thing no doubt about that but moving on is very difficult with any closure.