finally got a girlfriend.....

but

im a bit confused
(18 y/o me)
(20y/o her)
still age isn't a problem
but im confused about myself, what if i messed up all again 

yeah! i totally agree with that man..
she said she'll wait as long as she can... 

Love

These past months have been hard for me in regards to my recent breakup. I dont know what to do anymore and i just want her back. What should i do?

3am Thoughts

I am new to this web site.
I am 11 years old.
I am having a feeling since 1 and half year. 
I have 1 side love for 3 years.
Due to COVID schools are not open so I cant see her till now. 
Before I want to say my love to her but now atleast I want to see her. So I am so sad.
#Every body have love like this. Please say a way to me so that I can atleast see her. PLEASE!!!

Failure

So it has been 3 days my partner is like okay with everything. I was upset about something and she knows it. She is not saying anything about my Why am i soo quiet or Why you are upset why posting sad things etc. As if she js not interested. I dont have any emotional Support from her. Whenever j go to talk to her she is like you dont know my thingss and with that she dosent even share anything i dont know whay should i do. I mean I dont know where this relationship will go. 

Currently, I feel lost. I don't know in which direction my life is taking me. I broke up with my girlfriend 2 years ago and she got married. We did that with mutual consent, as her family were forcing her to marry some guy and I didn't have the courage to talk about us with my family. The reasons were obvious i was unemployed ( which I'm still) I was afraid how I would be able to take care of her with the current life that I'm having.  And now she is gone I'm still at the same place. I got no one to talk to, I keep things between me and I'm afraid to share. I always pretend that I've moved whenever she calls me.  Between all this chaos I'm still moving hoping one day it will get better. Is there anyone who's going through the same or kinda similar phase like mine?

Career

Be a failure.

Approach the girl and get rejected. 

Post the video and get called an idiot. 

Start the business and watch people criticize your first moves.

Everyone else did it. You aren’t a special case.

Invest in your portfolio of failures until you can afford to succeed.


Life

I don’t know how to feel about this. This girl said she likes me when someone told her that I liked her. She doesn’t respond to my messages and she avoids me in person. I don’t know what to do I really like her but I feel like she might of faked the part of her liking me, because we were better before she found out I liked her.

There is a girl in our community with whom I've been talking to in her DM for like 3 days now, even though she replies to me after 2-3 hours but I understand that she is busy and that's absolutely okay. It's not that the conversation is one-sided, she too asks questions to me.

 Should I ask her to hang out with me tomorrow or some other day she finds comfortable? 

I'm feeling a bit awkward and I don't know how will she react. 

Yesterday night I was dreaming of her,
I mentioned her in every prayer about her being happy whether its w or without me,

Its one sided thing but shes world for me,
Idk what she feels about me but if i ask i think it would ruin our friendship,

I totally accept whatever it is between us & I don’t want to force her to love me the same I do,

But today she mentioned that she will soon be getting married idk this “soon” but it will be pretty soon ig,

People say one sided love is most beautiful thing in world but they didn’t mentioned it hurt so much that it starts killing you from
Inside,

This hurt me so much!!!

I can’t keep it w myself so had shared here,

You can skip me post!

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