Constant and frequent and increasing in intensity
I love him
We have been together for 6 years
WE have made so much mistakes
Now, fighting on small issue which manifest past problems and make it bigger
Its me who says sorry to settle things but the words that I left unsaid keep building up inside me and hurting me mostly
I am in constant sadness and pain
No, word to put it together how badly I want the warmth I felt before.
Like, I am lost in a white fog.