Few worship us
And we of others.....
Are we that blind that we fail in making it mutual... 

Are you talking about para-social relationships? 

> Parasocial relationships are one-sided relationships, where one person extends emotional energy, interest and time, and the other party, the persona, is completely unaware of the other’s existence. Parasocial relationships are most common with celebrities, organizations (such as sports teams) or television stars.

Relationships

U know what happened today I had a exam and in the night I saw the time table which I saw wrong my exam was at 12 :05 and I some how saw 12:50 soo when I reached my College the exam was about to get over . I could hardly believe my self . How can I bee soo stupid but my friends told mee that if I had given the exam I would have failed because they did despite of giving the exam . Maybe god wanted to clean my image in front of my teacher 🤣 . Or this is what I wanted . Btw thanks god love u 

Mental Wellbeing

Good morning people🌄. Let's start our day with a smile and let's be confident about everything we do today😁❤️. Let's believe in ourselves and make our day better than yesterday ✨️😁

Motivation

Healing sucks. The process is so slow. My heart still aches everytime I opened some of my friends' insta stories who are close to him. Their stories are not about him, but somehow my mind managed to overthink of "oh shit this is funny, he must have replied her story right?"  idk why im gatekeeping him.

Im okay with him having female friends. Im not okay with his female friends dont ever try to acknowledge me as his significant other from the start. I still feel direspected.

idk who's at fault here, maybe me.


Breakup

I went through a breakup about 3 months ago and no one interests me anymore. 
I went on few dates recently, I try talking to new people, joint dating apps but everyone is boring, no one interests me. It’s tiring talking to people and getting to know them, I feel. I don’t know if I’m being too cautious, or lazy or I just don’t have anymore talking stages in me. 
I want love, I love love but I don’t like anyone atm. 
Is it weird? 

Reminder ✨✨
Stop over explaining yourself to the people
who are going to judge you according to their mood ...

 - Queen 👑

3am Thoughts

Since I was 11 I knew what I wanted to do in my life, I even got to college for that when I was 19. It became a part of me to my family and friends. 

And then I realized I'm not sure this is what I really want to do for the rest of my life. I lost every bit of pleasure in the work. Every dream I had. Sometimes I even don't feel like finish the school. I'm not good enough because I stopped working on myself in that major. 

I've felt like this since pandemic. We weren't at school that much, most of my school years I've spent at home. This career is practical and can't be mastered at home. 

I'm 23 now and embarrassed to admit this and confused about my future. I just feel like I need to move abroad and start over with new people, goals and lifestyle. Though I don't know if that'd help. 

Career

Please be careful about people around you because we never which path they are going through some people really needs some care please don't be rude with them

Now and me: how are you feeling?
Me: kaash mughe pata hota...

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