Few things are said to be shared in this world. Strangers understand it much better. Sometimes friends are the biggest enemies that you should be careful. Idk I should say this or not but going to step in the adult phase its necessary also…what is psychopathy…who are psychopaths…are they monsters? My teacher said I’m a psychopath just because I’d tried cutting my vein…this is a reason??..but from that day…I really think about psychopathy all day long. Search about it all day long and overthink and daydream about killing. I wasn’t that way but when my teacher said that…Now I question myself. I fear to be one but I don’t want it to be too late. I would love to kill myself instead of harming someone. I’d been searching more and more and more about suicides ,murders and many such things that I shouldn’t. Lose my control at night. I whisper words that I don’t know what it means. Sit in red lighted rooms…like in movies and read about psychopathy, suicides ,murders, crimes and etc. Idk why but is it really ok? Or I should visit a psychiatrist as soon as possible??
Is all. Good?
Don’t think so
anuj @anujvohra
Yes take care of yourself. Consult a counselor, it will benefit. Go out of home and go out in physical sourroundings. Go for morning runs and walk and meet real people. Don’t worry too much on what your teacher has said. Discuss with your parents regarding this. I am sure you will do well.
I’ll surely visit a psychiatrist. Parents…they’ll never understand what mental health is. They would only highlight mental in Mental health. For them there’s no bpd, Bipolar, ocd…Nothing. They never really knew they’d lost their child many years back. But I hope everything turns out to be positive in these few years.
anuj @anujvohra
Do focus on physical activity aspect as well. Good luck
Shivay @shivay_
Heyy are you alright.
Whats been going on in your heart.
What was the reason you tried to cut your veins. If you are comfortable in sharing
Do visit a psychiatrist. It seems ur mental health is detoriating but doesn’t mean ur a psychopath. Mental health issues are quite common these days. Take care
