Feels everyday is curse and a routine? A mundane and beautiful flow of daily chores? And not a day goes by when you wake up and think where you would have been if you weren’t alive?
Would it be better or worse? Or could it be any worse? Would you be decaying in this sad song loveless music less ballad that you call life,?
Like a bullet, again again again going through? No higher purpose? Nothing holding back?
Oh buddy, someone , please get me a gun
And put an end to these thoughts
Or just someone, I need someone to call me and ask me how I am. I am a guy who works hard, studies and lives simply, I don’t deserve care just because I don’t laugh and crack jokes all the time? I am human for fucks sake
Alll these girls falling for guys who are can joke around and then talk emotional. I don’t joke, I don’t party I don’t drink doesn’t mean I can’t be fucking social. You want to get drunk? What the fuck just sit next to me and let’s talk about us. I’ll call you beautiful I’ll call you sexy I’ll call you baby because I can live and love more than that dance floor does to strangers. But no. Let’s party party laugh laugh and then cry why we are alone
In the words of The Beatles, I want to hold your Hand
Fuck I need to vent.
Turtle @turtle09
I understand its all too much to process but don’t give too much importance to those thoughts man. Your own thoughts will suggest you and trick you and leave you with all sorts of worries. Once you understand how to control them you will create that happy future you desire and deserve. You can do better and think better. One day at a time🙂
