Feeling very Bad...

Just bcoz I talk with everyone freely or open mindly some people from here are calling me hizda.... 

😌😌
You know hizda is better then us 

They live life how they want.... They are not like us fake...

You are used your mouth with bad words..... Galiya dena woh bhi kisi ko bina jaane

Is a good thing?? 




It's okay, don't get offended , people have their own perception to take things , don't mind them :) if you want you can talk !

Just don't worry. And don't feel bad .
Kuch toh log kahenge, logo ka kaam hai kehna
Chhodo bekar ki baaton me kahi beet na jaaye raina..✌✌

Rose

Emotional Abuse

I feel like I’m never going to be good enough for him. What can I do to get over this? Any tips would be deeply appreciated 💗

One Sided Love

Evening is the best time of the day, a long working day is over, you can relax and enjoy life …
Have a nice time ...

Personal Growth

Dekh raha hai Binod Kese Inglis bol bol kar C Kaate hai in logo ka 😅 

3am Thoughts

hey you! express your feeling with one word here <3 



p/s: You are the ARTIST of YOUR OWN LIFE, don't hand the PAINTBRUSH to anyone else. Make it beautiful for yourself. I love you, Anonymous Friends <3 




Supportive

i hate myself. my dads girlfriend is so sweet and she really cares about me but i dont show how much i appreciate it. this always happens. i suck. everyone treats me so great and i dont realize how nice theyre treating me until the exact moment where its too weird for me to thank them. i hate making people feel unappreciated. especially her. shes so sweet and she makes me dinner and she makes sure im okay. my dad got mad when he found out i cut and she cussed him tf out. i just wish i could show her how much love and respect i have for her but somethings wrong with my brain. i always take advantage of it without realizing it. in small ways that dont effect her but it still hurts me a lot. im such a bad person. i hate myself so much. i think i would be better off gone. i manipulate and cause problems. i suck on a whole different level. i make the world  a horrible place in small ways that hurt everyone. i let everyone down.i try to stop but its just wired into my brain to be the worst person. i used to be so confident and i used to be so awesome but that went away and now i just suck. at least being hot made me feel better but now im just a bum. compared to everyone else i shouldnt even be here


Insecurity

I'm a Cis male, and nearly 40. I've been struggling with my sexuality for a little while now, and I've really only had one friend I could talk to about all of this. So... It's been only a couple of weeks since I realized this... I'm pan... maybe? I'm not sure what really fits me - I'm in to cis women, and not in to other cis males, but I am very much in to trans women - and trans men - and non-binaries, and pretty much anyone else on the spectrum. Obviously there's nuance to physical attraction, and no group is a monolith... that being said, it seems cis men is the only thing i'm not in to. 

I've only ever had sexual experiences with cis women. all of this discovery has been based on, let's say spicy content makers? and, I've enjoyed trans content for decades now - but I had always kind of assumed that all straight men did? I can't help but wonder, does that cheapen this realization? 

I've often had this thought - and its a thought experiment I've asked others, back in the day when I was convinced I was straight - If you (a straight male) met an attractive woman, and it was mutual and you went on multiple dates, and feelings are definitely taking hold... let's say she says that as a rule she wont have sex with someone she's dating for 6 months, because she wants to know the person is going to stick around for sure. and you agree, because the feelings you have tell you its worth it. 6 months of a great relationship go by, and she confesses now that she hasn't always been a woman, and she still has a penis, and has no plans of getting surgery. would you stay?

Personally, I would. If the attraction is there, if the beginnings of love are there, and It has been good up until that point, I wouldn't give that up. I'm still attracted to her, and I have some experience of what to do with a penis, because I have one.

In the same vein, I have always been attracted to a soft - masculine look. little to no make-up, short hair, jeans and t-shirts... long story short, I've crushed on a lot of lesbians, who could not figure out why I was even there. looking back I must have been such a confusing annoyance. But, many men who weren't always men fit that description, and if the attraction was mutual, and there was chance we could make each other happy, why not?

I think that's where my head is at now, just trying to let the dust settle around this realization: I'm not straight. I never was straight, straight men don't think like this or ask themselves these questions, and it never was about just porn tastes. 

Even just signing up for this page, and typing all of this out helped a little. My next worry is - what do I do next? I feel very isolated right now. I'm not ready to tell my friends - and what if I go on a date with someone, and when push comes to shove, I freak? what if I was wrong the whole time? And that's a moot point currently, because I don't even know where I would go to meet anyone that wasn't a cis woman. 

And I know this is totally irrational and a silly fear - but im nearly 40, just figuring all this out now, and I am such a token white cis dude. I wear plaid shirts and listen to punk and ska, and have real opinions about video games. Who besides a basic cis woman would want this?

so yeah. an old white guy just figured out he's pan, if that's the right word, and keeps on having existential crisis's. 

This goes out to allll the people over the years who asked me, "are you sure you're straight?" y'all called it.

Coming Out

can anyone say me the meaning of this emojis together...🐛🔥
(i hope its not a bad word)

Now&Me Thinks

I need a little help. Is there anyone who studies psychiatry. I just want to have a quick chat. Since i don't have any much information about this field, I'm a little anxious. My studies will start in jan 14. And I'm going to study forensic psychiatry. I need to know how it works 🤓

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