Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Feeling used!
Loved a boy who is my relative, at first just had a crush whenever i saw him in any family function ,then he talked me so nicely in this lockdown.Everyday we used to talk for hours for daily, not even a single day I can’t hold myself not to text him.Actually I had fallen for him, he told me so many nice things we talk about future like how will be ur wife my husband like that things…whenever I talk like that I will got blush. He once said me I’m more than a friend
to him.He once said “I’ll be there for you,forver”
He used to nake ne jealous by telling his first love.He infotm ne where he is, where he is going like that cute things, he used to send me dare things even though he is 24! I used to tell him I lm prayed for you,he said talking to me makes him happy besides he had a negative situation in his. family. He used to post my favorite actor’s video movie scenes in his status! If I post anything about pove he used to ask me who is that who is this? If i say noone he asks me and ask then It’s not for me?? like that When i once post that brigerton Daphne proposal scene,it actually relates him,he asked me Is this for me ? Im shocked man!!! he meant that! I felt that. And so many cute cute incident happened! One day he came to my house the day I was actually waiting for him in the terrace like a lost disney princess, when I saw a black bag with white shirt I was stucked "Man is this real or Am I dreaming? Then he was that I still cant believe that incident.I saw him sitting silently , then we didn’t even talked like before then he was actually going back and he said "I came here by walking from the busstand “for three times smiling. Then at that night we talked he told that” I was frozed when you saw me ans smiled, he told that “he came for me” I was like dead bro!!! Then We talked like I was like he was the one! Those beautiful months …I keep asking him about he is single or not! he used to say nah what like that! Then after so many months we again met and I gave him a ring and believed if he accepts that He has no one! then he accepts with a cute little smile wearing and showing secretly!! That was insane cute! Then after few weeks I came to know I was blocked by him in a social media.I asked him About that, he simply told “Yeah I think so, it was my girlfriend who blocked you” 😐🙂😐🙂 Just think about me at that moment I can’t even moved on this!! Then i argued him bla bla he said I pissed him off then he said that He would share everything he talks to me to his gf!🙂😐
He proved himself That I was wrong! And Rn I’m feeling missing him,missing the talks everything I had in my life.I hate him because I miss him because I love him.