Feeling the most disturbed inside. Not knowing where life is taking me nd just pretending to smile through the pain because there is no other option right now.

Prakhar

Chill out Dr 
Keep your mind fresh try to do something you like.....and get involve in it.

Watch this video u will definitely feel good.

https://youtu.be/DKna2E2iQgo

Anxiety

Not feeling the best but not my worst either!
Today was kind of simple, I woke up thirty minutes after I was supposed to, then ate a apple got dressed, got misgendered, and went to school.
But only to feel like crap.
I have a test due on Monday and have to write a monologue in drama, I’m doing quite well in gym if I do say so myself. Not thriving but deffo surviving! >:-)

Just when I felt completed and eased, things had to stirred up otherwise. Your words keeps directing me to the other direction of us. It does makes me feel like it's not worth it and you are just helpless with how things are around me. Being caught in between is precisely uncalled except it can be untangled. My mind is filled with questions and I just preparing myself for what you've decided.

3am Thoughts

What happens in the music room 

Music

Hi I’m a diabetic teen who’s dizzy but my parents refuse to believe me 

Mental Health

my FIL has raised hand on me saveral times, but he says he does that in MAJAK.
Should i be offended ?

Marriage

Hi, I've struggled with different eating disorders and body image. For the past year, I've been having problems with really bad binge eating... it's been happening every single day, I've tried so hard to stop... but recently I just gave up and accepted that this is just how it is... however, I've feel my mental health getting a bit better recently. I still binge eat every day, and I just find it annoying. Since I find myself in a better place I've tried my hardest to stop in the past week or so, but it still goes on. It's gotten so out of hand that even when I think I haven't binged... I STILL BINGE EAT WHILE SLEEPING! (I've recently discovered I'm a sleep eater) I want to stop it, I feel like I have the strength to stop it... but the habit and the urge is still there, and I always cave in the end... no matter how hard I tried... I just want help

Binge Eating

My dad wont want me on here.

Heres my pathetic story:
When I was nine, my mom was pregnant with my little brother.  She was about 7 months along when I saw her walking by our school, which isn't normal since we lived way far away.  I asked her what she was doing and she said she just was walking by and wanted to pick me up.  I was confused.  She must have had pregnant brain.  So we called an Uber and right as we were turning the bend by my house, the driver, inexperienced as heck, swerved the wheel too hard.  We landed in a creek.  
My mother and the Uber driver died in the ambulances.  I was okay, but it effected my ideas of how to spell.  I got over that with a lot of tutoring, but that's beside the point.  I had a friend who we'll call Mary after my mother.  She had no idea about my life.  She thought I was straight, but I'm bi, and I was suffering a crush on her.  She had no idea my mom died for a year.  I just told her she got a divorce with my dad and moved to the other side of the United States.  
My whole life changed when I met this girl named Ana.  She was weird, so weird.  She ran around screaming at the top of her lungs.  Oh my GOD, SHE WAS SO LOUD!!  She was wild!  She had been going to a different school for gifted kids, but she begged her grandmother (her mom had her when she was seventeen, so she lived with her grandma) to let her join her best friend Loki at his school.  That was my school.  I hadn't noticed Loki until Ana hung out with him.  They were inseperable, and I still don't know why.  But anyway, they formed this friend group and the group was tied together by some invisible force.  

One time, I was so desperate to fit in, I started dating this guy named Vincent who was really sketchy and sus.  I hated him, but he had this thing for me.  We  were only ten, too young to date anyway, but I only liked Mary.  She was the queen of my tower.  Always would be because I love her.  And she loved me too.  But I learned that it was in different ways.
Ana built up my courage to ask her to date me.  The only reason I trusted Ana now was because we were playing Soin The Bottle at Mary's cousin's house, and her cousin's boyfriend wouldn't let go of Mary.  Then Ana ran through the door and totally destroyed him right after she had broke her skull open on concrete.  She was pretty cool.  Anyway, I asked Mary, and she freaked and left.  The next day, she told me we couldn't be friends anymore.  We hugged.  That was the last time I talked to her.

After that, the only decent person in my family is my little brother.  My dad is okay sometimes, but he got really sensitive and emotional when my mother died.  I only have one friend left at the moment, and she's amazing.  I won't even mention her name, but she is just...I love her too.  I refuse to tell her after what happened with Mary, but now I'm an emotional wreck.  I still write letters to my mom about how my day went!  This is so stupid!  I'm an idiot!

Why should I bore you with my problems?  I'm just a burden on society, so I have no place here.

Coming Out

Ok so I'm having issues in my relationship! It's been almost 4 years, I feel suffocated in this relationship. But I'm in love with this guy!!!

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